I groan in frustration, “Tee”

Tina chuckles, “Maybe we should separate for a while. Want some water?” Tina suggests. She’s only suggesting it so I can cool down, but only a cold shower would work,

“No I’m ok, just give me a minute,” Tina decided to get up and sit at the end of the couch and pats the seat next to her. I get up and go sit next to her and bring her in my arms.

“I’m sorry,” Tina says a little down, she is so adorable

“No Tee, don’t be sorry. It’s ok really,” I reassure her, really it is ok. Just being around her is enough.

“No it’s not I mean, we always have to stop and I feel bad because you get…” She trails off looking down

“Hey babe, it’s ok really. Just being around you is enough ok, and when your ready for more then just kissing, well lets jus say I will be ready too,” I say smiling looking into her eyes,

“Are you sure?” She looks at me seriously

“Yeah babe, I’m sure.” I lean my head forward. Tina looks a me for a minute longer then snuggles up into me and continues to watch her movie. I’m focusing on calming down and when I do I see were watching not a movie, but an I Love Lucy marathon.

We haven’t talked for about 30 minutes, she’s concentrating on the show, but once again I have no idea what’s going on. I am just staring at her, not a creepy stare but an I love you stare. I just couldn’t get enough of her, I just wanted to crawl inside her as far as I could, but I think I still wouldn’t get close enough. I am so utterly and completely in love with Tina Kennard… I am so fucked.

“Bette,” Tina said kind of shy, she gets self-conscious when I stare at her for long periods of time. I guess it’s understandable, but I know she secretly loves it.

“I’m sorry,” I breathe out, “You’re just so beautiful.” I say seriously. I watch her turn a bright shade of red and look down,

“I am not,” She states

“Are so,” I say seriously

She just looks up at me, blushes even more and smiles, “Thank you,”