She buries her hand in my hair as her breathing picks up. I kiss my way back up the other side of her neck easily finding her lips again. She pulls me on top of her. I pull away from this kiss and straddle her hips. I sit up to look at her. She sits up pulling into another heated kiss. She slides her hands on my waist and slowly begins lifting my shirt up. Taking the hint I break the kiss again and pull my shirt off. Not wearing a bra I watch her look at me. She wraps her arms around my waist and pulls me to her. She gently kisses my belly and kisses up. She takes a nipple in her mouth while rolling the other one with her fingers. I throw my head back enjoying the attention she is paying me. I can feel the wetness increase between my legs. She kisses her way back up my chest to my neck. My lips easily find her again as we hungrily kiss each other.

I tug at her shirt wanting to free her from it. This time she breaks the kiss and slides me off her. She gets up off the bed and turns around to face me.

“Lean back and relax” she said.

I do as told my eyes never leaving her. She lights the candles I have placed around my room and shut off the light. Wait, isn’t that what I’m supposed to do. She stands at the end of the bed looking at me. She slowly lifts her shirt up and over her head and lets is drop to the floor.  Her jeans follow. I just lay there in aww of her standing in front of me in just her bra and matching thong.

Waiting for me to finish taking the view of her all in my eyes meet hers. Still looking into the depth of my eyes she reaches behind her and to unclasp her bra.

“Let me” I breathe out to her.

She gives me a look like she’s waiting for me. I slide to the end of the bed and stand up in front of her. My lips immediately crash against her while I pull her body to me pressing her against me. We both moan when we feel our skin touch. I reach behind her and undo her bra. I kiss down her neck and on her shoulder as I slowly slid the strap down her arm. I repeat on the other side and let the garment fall to the floor. The only clothing separating our heated bodies are my shorts and her panties. I bit my way down her neck, stopping to nibble on her pulse point. I kiss further down her neck and between the vallies of her breast. I sit back down on the bed as I kiss her belly. She tangles her hands in my hair when I kissed the top of her panties like, leaving a moist trail down the center of her body.

I hook my fingers on the sides of her thong on her hips and softly kiss each hip bone as I remove her thong. I can smell her arousal and see how wet she is. She pushes me down on the bed and proceeds to remove my shorts. I lift my hips to help her and as she slides them off then kneels in front of me between my legs. Not wanting to rush anything I slip up on the bed and she quickly crawls up after me.

“We’ve got all the time in the world. I don’t want to rush” I tell her.

She doesn’t say anything, she just pulls me into a tight hug. I feel her body shake against mine and then the wetness on my shoulder from the tears she’s crying. I just hold her tight to me. 

“We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do” I whisper in her ear and place a soft kiss on her neck still holding her tightly.

“I…I….want to, I want to feel you touch me…” she said quietly.

“Okay…then what is making you cry?” I asked her gently caressing her cheek.

“I…I…I’ve just never felt like this…” she began slowly “I’ve never made love or been made love too. And…I’m just scared…” she trailed off.

“I won’t hurt you…I promise” I said lifting her chin so her eyes will meet mine. “And if it means anything this” I said then pointed between the two of us “new to me too” I said.

She was silent at my last comment. She simply traced my face with her fingers. She pulled me to her and kissed me softly. We lay there holding each other. Kissing slowly and softly, enjoying each passing moment getting to know each other’s body.