She didn’t say anything. Not a word. She just closed her eyes and that’s when I notice the tears begin to fall. I pull her to me and gently wipe away her tears. Her watery eyes opened up and looked into mine. She was scared and she searched my eyes as if she’s looking for a lie hidden some where. But I wasn’t lying. I was for the first time completely honest with her. I told her exactly how I felt and she still said nothing. But her actions spoke beyond any word she could say. Her body relaxed into mine.

I lay her back down on the bed but still holding her. I leaned down and kissed away the tears that were falling again. Our eyes locked and neither one of us wanting to look way or risk breaking the connection we feel that is pulling us closer.

“Trust me” I whispered my eyes still locked with hers. And in that moment I see in her eyes the walls she has shatter around her. And for the fist time, she is letting me in.

The fear that has been there this whole time instantly faded. The dark shadows that dominated her eyes vanished.

I brushed my lips on hers and pulled away to look into her eyes again. “Tell me” I said below a whisper. I wanted her, I wanted to make love to her and even though I could see it in her eyes I wanted, no I needed her to tell me. I needed to hear her say that she wants me too “tell me what you want”.

“Kiss me, touch me” her eyes turned that dark royal blue color “make love to me.”

That was all I needed to hear. I brought my lips to hers. Gently pressed mine, trying to memorize exactly how they feel on mine. We started off slow, she nibbled on my bottom lip causing a soft moan to escape my mouth. She opened her mouth letting me slip my tongue in to explore the warmth inside. She pulled me closer trying to deepen the kiss. In need of air I kissed down her jaw and then to her neck. Nibbling her neck as I kiss down to her shoulders.