"I’ll show you! This is how you do it! You are going to like it!" she said smiling, her eyes so cold. she kissed my neck as I kept trying to get her off me but it was no use. I knew I was feeling now just a bit of what she felt at that hell, and that thought broke me… tears started to droop from my eyes as I wept silently.

"Lets see how wet you are…" she said. I couldn’t see her face anymore. I felt her hand being pushed under my underwear, then harshly cupping my center. "MMmm you are soaking wet you want this I know you do!"  I screamed as I felt three fingers being pushed into me but my scream was muffled by her hand on my mouth…

"Yea! That’s it scream! That’s how it’s done!" I heard her as she trusted into me again and again. I closed my eyes and prayed, bugging for her to look at me like she used to just one more time bugging for it to be over… when I opened my eyes again I was looking straight into hers and I felt it, the moment when that icy stare was broken, when it melted. Her eyes were softening first then panic started to rise.

She started to breathe hard realizing the position we were in.

"wwhat did I…" breath "wwhat did he??" breath "WHAT DID I DO" she screamed so hard as she backed away from me quickly. I was shocked and it took me a couple of moment to recollect my self but it was too late she was not in the room anymore. Now it was my turn to panic. I jumped quickly to my feet, Adrenaline preventing me of feeling the damage that has been done to my body. I had to find her NOW.

4 years ago:

Angel POV

Oh god, Oh GOD, OH GOD what have I DONE?!!  I, I raapped her I raped her,  ’it wasn’t you  it was him’  but it was me I did it, me… I saw her on the floor her cloth ripped by my hands. There were angry red marks of my nails all over her body and she was shaking so bad… I didn’t know what to say… what to do. ‘You need to die! you should die for what you did! You could do it again!’ the voices started.