“you ready for tonight?” he asked me

“I’m always ready…why?” I asked

“you just seem…I don’t know, out of it when you’re not on stage” he added

“yeah I’ve just been thinking…”

“ooh she thinks?” he asked and I punched him in the arm

“Jeremy’s got jokes now” I replied “just go play your drums”

“ooh girl you can mock me but don’t bring the boys into it” he said and I started laughing as I went up on stage and the sound guy came up and hooked up my ear plugs then they turned the microphone on

We did our usual three song sound check…I sang the chorus, Jeremy messed around with his drums then the Eric and Stephen played their guitars to make sure everything was working. When I got off the stage my manager was in our tour bus “Ashley, you got a phone call from BoxHouse Productions…” he told me

“thanks” I replied picking up my cell phone then I check the voice mail

“Ashley, It’s Spencer…I know that I’m really taking a risk here hoping you’ll call me back, but I need to think of a new project asap for BoxHouse…I feel like I’ve been doing the same project over and over again, so I was trying it aim it at music this time. Call me back if you’re interested.” I heard over the phone and then I saved the message

“what’d they want?” Pete asked me

“to do a documentary of the band” I told him

“well are you interested?” he asked me

“you’d make me do it even if I wasn’t”

“but you are” he told me

“yeah” I replied “you can call them then let me know about a meeting and stuff” I added then I went to my bunk because every thought I had of Spencer was rushing through my head. It was weird to think about, the fact we hadn’t seen each other in about two years but I still told her when she turned around I’d be waiting for her.

Of course I wanted to be with her. Not a day goes by where I don’t think about her once, but I’m not in love with her. When we were younger we hid the fact we were together for the whole time we were dating. We never told anyone except Aiden, Spencer’s parents never knew and mine weren’t even around to care. Who knows what she’s like now…I mean we e-mail here and there, but other than that I haven’t seen her in about two years.