"Well baby I’m going to eventually get my memory back and all the memories of Helena will come back too."

"I know T, I know. I’m just trying to express how I feel."

Tina knew Bette was having a hard time expressing herself so she didn’t want to push her too much. She needed to take control and make Bette feel Bette ,but how?? 

Chapter 32

"Bette I’m sorry- I want you to be able to be able to express your feelings, but I need to be able to express mine and to show you that nothing has changed and even when I do remember, nothing will change. I choose you, not Helena or anyone else."

Bette had tears in her eyes and she knew that Tina was speaking the truth, but it was still difficult for her to imagine Tina with anyone else.

Tina moved closer to Bette. "This might not make you feel any better, but in bed she didn’t hold a candle to you."

"Well that does make it a little bit better." Bette smiled through her tears.

"You know T everyone sees me as this strong power dyke ,but when it comes down to it I’m still insecure and I still need reassuring that I’m enough for you."

"I know baby and I will always be here to make you feel secure. I feel so good about us and where we are going. Please don’t let this mess up what we have been building over the last few weeks."

"I’m trying not to T- but I just don’t want you thinking about her when you see her. And I don’t want to feel uncomfortable around her."

"Bette you are acting like I slept with her yesterday! It was years ago and I’m only thinking about you and me in intimate positions."

Bette knew she needed to let this go- she leaned over and kissed Tina gently. "Sorry my ego gets in the way sometimes."

"It’s not terrible to see you act a little jealous."

"Nice T! You like my tortured look"

"Not tortured- just nice to know you care."

"Of coarse I care. I always want to be enough for you."