Stop…. STOP, please?! God Spencer, this is so hard and you’re not helping. All I want is to be the one to take the pain away, but I’m not what you need….

“You’ve helped me forget, everything fades away when I’m with you… please give me one night, just one more night?”

“Anything for you Spencer”

That was all she needed to hear, this night was not going to be like her last night with the girl she loved, this night would be something that both her and Hannah would look back on and smile…. This would make it easier for H to forget, would make the pain more bearable. So she took her by the hand and led them back to their room….

Once in their room, Spencer took her time memorising every detail of Hannah.  She drank in the sight of her and god was she beautiful…. She had emerald eyes that you could loose yourself in, they were so expressive that you almost thought you could feel exactly what she was feeling.  Her creamy skin felt like satin under Spencer’s fingertips, her dusty blonde hair framing an angelic face that was the epitome of true beauty, one that the master’s of Rome themselves would dream of painting and yet would never be able to capture.  But for all her beauty, she was not Ashley….

“You are so beautiful H, how did I get so lucky?” Spencer whispered as she lay on top of her, caressing the face below her….

“Don’t Spencer…. please?”

“I noticed your eyes first…. I lost myself in them and am still trying to find my way out” Spencer said as she lightly kissed each eyelid

“And then I noticed your lips…. and do you know what was the only thing I could think about?”

“N….n…no” Hannah barely managed to get out

And with that Spencer leant down and brushed her lips against Hannah’s, tracing them with the tip of her tongue

“Hmmm that, all I could think about was kissing you”

“Please don’t say anymore…. I…. I can’t bare it Spencer…. I need you!”

“I want to remember everything H…. I want to remember every inch of you”