" Billy I'm going to head home.I'm really sorry Billy.I'm going to miss Jacob so much."I said with true remorse in my voice.

"Thank you.And thank you for coming."He said coldly.He then glanced at Renesme.He then sighed.
When I got home it was even more awkward.All the Cullens were concerned with the tears in my eyes.Edward wouldn't stop apologizing since I walked in the door.

"Edward..It's over.What's done is done.We can't change the past.Pleasedon't do this for the rest of eternity."My eyes were cold and everyone knew I wasn't joking.He stopped apologizing and never mentioned Jacob or the following events again."From now on..from newborn on is my life and the memories I want.Everything else excpet Renee and Charlie are gone.It never happened and they never exsisted." I was obviously upset.I placed Renesme in Emmett's arms and left.I went to our cottage.From what I could see,Edward did not follow.I sat on our bed and thought of all the good time we had.I heard the door open.Edward came in and sat next to me.He looked at me with his amber eyes.They weren't gold so we would need to hunt.

"Let's go hunt."I said blankly.

"Whatever you want.I'm getting thirsty myself."He hugged me tight.I didn't move an inch.I emraced him back.He kissed my forehead.He looked into my eyes and reminded me that he loved me.I told him i loved him too and we went to hunt.

I was only during hunting that my true,inner vampire came out.I lunged and caught my prey.I saw Edward with his catch.He then came over to me and put his arm around me.I was in my predator mode.He was going to apologize again.I was almost 100% sure.

"Bella,Bella,Bella."He smiled at me.
"What,what,what?"I giggled.We then heard something . Someone else walking..running.Then a little annoying pixie fell out of the bushes.It was Alice.But no Jasper which was odd but I didn't process it right then.

"Alice why are you constantly up mine and Bella's butt.I'm sure Jasper would like to hunt with you.Or..do something not having to do with us."Edward said with annoyance and slight whine in his perfect voice.
"Well brother,Carlisle wanted to know when you two love birds were coming back.He said Renesme can stay he just wanted to make sure with you guys first.Please let her stay.We are all having so much fun.She's challenging Emmett and Rosalie just like you Bella."Alice laughed and then looked at us with pleading in her golden eyes.

"Fine.But please don't keep her up late."I replied.

"Bella..you dont always have to say yes.''Edward said.
"It's fine Edward.It's fine Alice.Tell Carlisle and Esme she can stay.I'll be there in the morning to get her."I was serious.

Alice was so happy.She turned and ran to the house.Though not without sticking her tounge out at Edward,..of course.Then Edward looked back at me.He said everything through his eyes.

"Are you done?"I asked.
"Yes."

"Let's go home Edward."

We went to the cottage.I layed on the right side of the bed.I looked down at the beige sheets.The obvious evil doing of a Miss Alice Cullen.Then I looked up and saw Edward.He was coming out from getting changed.He lay next to me.HE put his arm around my waist and pulled me against his marble chest.I could feel his breathing.He kissed my forehead.

"I miss watching you sleep."He said longingly.

"Well,if I can cry then maybe I'll be able to sleep."I laughed.He let out a sigh and then chuckled.

To sleep.That would be nice,some time away from the world.