I stood there.At the edge.I wanted to jump after him.I wanted to believe there was something I could do.But I could only watch as they put my best friend Jacob Black into the ground.I cried again.Carlisle needed to find out was wrong,and fast.I kneeled by his grave and wished I could feel his warmth again.I remember when I was pregnant with Renesme that he would warm me while Edward cooled me.I loved…I love Edward but this was not the solution.For him maybe,but not for me.With Jacob gone I feel like my life was missing a piece of me.Seth and Quil were the only wolves there.Sam had abandoned Jacob and Seth.That's why he didn't avenge Jacob.With the death of a wolf the treaty is broken.I guess not when you thrown out.I had so many thoughts rushing throught my head.My father brought me back.
"Bella,come on honey we have to go,"Honey.It stung.Jacob called me that.I hadn't even realized I had let Renesme go until I saw her in Charlie's arms.She was visibly sad.She finally understood what we refused to tell her at home.Being a Cullen meant you were good at hiding vidal information from others.It was both a gift and a curse.

"Momma,come."I lifted my head to my daughter.Her eyes were swelling with tears.

"Renesme don't cry.Sweetie let's go to daddy.Do you wanna go see daddy?"I tried to hide the pain.

"Jacob's gone mommy.I want to see daddy.I want to see Jacob."I cried as she finished her sentence.She then put her hands on my face and I prepared for the worst.It was me and her and Jacob.We were all smiling and playing.I saw it was from when we took her hunting.When the Volturi came.But the good time before it.I cried on tear.One good tear because technically it would have to be the last time I could and would shead a tear for Jacob Black.I know I promised that a lot.It was usually for Edward's sake.Now it was for me and my sanity.
"Dad..I'm going to take her home.This has been enough for one day."I said with no persuasion in my voice.

"At least say goodbye to Billy."Charlie said sadly.
I went to Billy.He was sitting in his wheelchair at the end of the table.I went to talk to him.