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Broken Promises and Shattered Hearts – (Chapter: Chapter 16)
Ashley: You were hurting Spencer. How could hold that against you? I did this. I am to blame. If I never lied to you, or had your family lie to you about me…this never would have happened. I turned you into something you are not. I turned you into me. I never wanted that for you. I always knew you were different than me. That’s what attracted me to you. If anyone should be apologizing Spencer, it’s me. I am so sorry I did this. If I could go back and change, I would. I swear I would. I never wanted to hurt you. Never. And it seems, all I did was that. Can you forgive me?
(Spencer looked at Ashley with wide eyes, mouth open look. Did Ashley just really ask for her forgiveness? Wasn’t it Spencer who betrayed Ashley? Spencer was confused. She didn’t know which way was up or down. Here she thought she would have to seek Ashley’s forgiveness, but it was Ashley asking for hers. Spencer didn’t know what to do. Her mind was saying one thing, while her body was doing another. Before long, Spencer was in Ashley’s arms tightly. Ashley was rocking Spencer back and forth, brushing her hair from her face.)
Spencer: You want my forgiveness? I—-I betrayed you. Why are you asking for my forgiveness.
Ashley: Because if it wasn’t for me…you never would have done that stuff. You didn’t betray me Spence. I betrayed you. I just wish I would have gotten over my pride and stubbornness before it was too late. (crying) I am sorry I couldn’t save you.
(Ashley began thinking back to the night she told Paula to lie about her being alive. She was hurt and pissed at Spencer. A part of her just wanted to get back at the girl, but a part of her just wanted to give the girl what she wanted. She knew it was wrong, but at the time she didn’t care. She was young and naïve. She knows now that it was the wrong decision. The right one would have been to talk to Spencer. To try and work out what had happened. Instead, she did what Spencer did. She ran and hid away from everything. Instead of throwing herself into a downward spiral like Spencer did, she just stayed alone. Being alone was her punishment. She was used to it anyway. She deserved it. At least, she thought she did. She thought she was incapable of loving someone. Pushing Spencer away was just another example of that. Ashley shut eyes tight, willing the tears to stop, but they just fell that much harder. Both girls were in pain. Hurt. Five years had did a lot of damage. And than were just at the beginning of their problems. But they knew, if they really wanted to, they could work through this. The just needed each other to do it.)
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awww…hope in love and the heart can heal. Great chapter…please post more soon.
“(It’s not the end people…it’s just the beginning…And I have lots in stored for you…..)” That last statement scares me..haha Oh well, bring it on =P
I just caught up with this story and I’m literally kicking my own ass for not finding it sooner. It’s so powerful! I like that you’re keeping it realistic instead of just saying that Ashley and Spencer are going to live happily ever after with nothing to work out. This is an amazing story, simply breathtaking. Post more soon!
awww…hope in love and the heart can heal. Great chapter…please post more soon.
“(It’s not the end people…it’s just the beginning…And I have lots in stored for you…..)” That last statement scares me..haha Oh well, bring it on =P
I just caught up with this story and I’m literally kicking my own ass for not finding it sooner. It’s so powerful! I like that you’re keeping it realistic instead of just saying that Ashley and Spencer are going to live happily ever after with nothing to work out. This is an amazing story, simply breathtaking. Post more soon!
I’m so glad theres a bumpy road ahead cuz yeah five years long time. but i’m happy they want to fix things, great update i can’t wait for the next one. I check daily. pm asap…this is a great story
I’m so glad theres a bumpy road ahead cuz yeah five years long time. but i’m happy they want to fix things, great update i can’t wait for the next one. I check daily. pm asap…this is a great story
just the beginning? wow thats hard to believe with the whole novel you wrote!! lol j/k anyway i love the story
just the beginning? wow thats hard to believe with the whole novel you wrote!! lol j/k anyway i love the story
Great Update. keep up the good work. Can’t wait for the next chapter. PMS real Soon.
Great Update. keep up the good work. Can’t wait for the next chapter. PMS real Soon.