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    The Gathering 01.86 – Little Known Fact pt 1 – Solitude Crush

    Story written on December 24, 2005 by Janet Marie.
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    Story Shortlink: https://mail.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=58560
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    Bette tells the girls about She and Tina’s big date – Gangs all here… you know le drill

                “Where is Tina?”  Asked Sam, and she was told she was with Marty.  Sam sat down and was quiet; the conversation was now about what would happen to Faye, and what the charges were.

     

                “She’ll be charged with attempted assault of a federal officer, that’s for sure.”  Lara put in, and they all gave her a look; wondering how she knew that.  “I read a lot of Tami Hoag novels.”  Lara explained, tucking her hair behind her ear and giving them a shy grin.  Jayden giggled, pulling Lara into a soft kiss. 

     

                “Federal prison is what that ***** needs, messing with my kid sister like that.  I need to say thank you to this FBI woman next time she is in town.”  Kit added; then the table went silent. 

     

                A long moment passed and Jenny came into the Planet, tearful and waving what looked like a letter.  She went over to the table, her hand wiping away the tears as they flowed freely from her blue eyes.

     

                “Who knew she was leaving?”  She demanded throwing the letter onto the table.  The collective of the table looked at her, wondering what she was talking about.

     

                “Marina left this morning, and she wrote this!  She didn’t say good bye, she just left!”  Jenny said grabbing the envelope and ripping a single sheet of light blue paper out and Kit grabbed it out of her hand.

     

                “Left?”  Kit read the short letter; then read it again.

     

                “She’s gone, to Crete to take care of her dying mother…”  Kit said softly; and Lara took the letter.  There was no way that Marina would just leave, without as much as a word to them.  Would she?

     

                “She left?”  Lara said in a whisper, and Alice stood up, grabbing Jenny into a hug as the young woman descended into a fit of tears and sobs. 

     

                “Jenny I’m sure she’ll be back…”  Bette said, looking around the table and wondering suddenly to herself, if she intended to come back, would she have merely left Jenny with a letter in the middle of the night?

     

    ******

    Solitude Crush

    You and I together in our lives
    Sacred ties that would never fray
    Now I sit here and tell myself lies
    And die inside more everyday

    All alone delusions they haunt me
    Where’s that love I used to know
    It dies inside so very deep within
    Homeless searching for a soul

    I’ve sat and have watched in wonder
    As the colors fade and turn to gray
    I’ve seen love but what does it mean
    Why does it always seem to drift away

    I had watched our love grow deep
    So deep in defiance of everyone
    We let them take us and we let them break us
    How the damage has been done

    I have become addicted to the drug
    To the drug of love you no longer feel
    The pain from all the things that we said
    Wishing emotion to become cold as steel

    Why does no one seem to understand
    That it’s simply love I need
    It’s so hard to keep your faith alive
    When no one else seems to believe

    How long I had waited, always wanting
    Longed for this dream to come true
    So fast, from no where, it approached me
    Now I can’t believe we’re through

    Time seems to have frozen
    But still the mind can’t be fooled
    As each day passes I discover
    Our destiny just can’t be rule

     

    Through tears I try to gaze out at fate
    But still it seems I’ll be forever blind

    For all that I had ever wanted
    Is now in the past, long left behind

    If I had the will to stand & stare
    In the mirror would I see
    Just the tears of a fallen hero
    Looking back with a face like me

    If I were to stand and scream
    Would anybody care or hear
    Will I always dream paradise without you
    And cry those lonely silent tears

    A thousand bloody roses bloom
    With each, a thorn that cuts and bleeds our soul
    Wishing all the sweet love in heaven
    Would wrap us so tight and console

    So now the night and the demons come
    I’ll dream again you can be mine
    If there’s a God he’ll hold me tight
    For tonight I know I’ll dream a lie

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    1. Hell knowing Jenny, she was told & most likely forgot. Marina probably left her a number & where to reach her or Marina was fed up w/ Jenny only thinking about self.

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