4months in Paris

In those 4months life was a spiralling masterpiece, every beautiful view, romance and children interlocked into it. It was better than she could ever imagined although at times it did get hard because she missed all the people she loved and the familiarities she was used to. There was more to life than she thought and this was the experience she needed to find her inner self. Her soul had been caged for awhile, rusty chains with cobwebs surrounding it whilst the padlocks were sealed. But she didn’t know who them keys belonged to one she was sure of was Angelica her little princess. But the other key she no longer knew. Was it Bette or Helena?

Present Time

Tina and Helena became really close friends, and thankfully Olivia had forgiven Tina for what had happened so this meant that there was no tension between them. It took awhile for Olivia to come around as she wasn’t sure if Tina was in love with her English Rose. But she knew she couldn’t stop Helena being friends with Tina, everyone makes mistakes but it takes a bigger person to forgive and move on with life. She herself knew that life was too short and she didn’t want any enemies, Helena cared deeply for Tina they had history but she knew she was Helena’s future.

It had taken a while for them to be able to talk about anything together, but Olivia saw Tina as her friend now. So much so, one night at the Planet there was deep conversation a brewing.

Tina, can I talk to you about something?

Sure Liv, what’s up?

You know I and Lena have been together for what seems like a blissful eternity but, do you think she would want to have a baby with me?

Omgod this is huge, I sure hope so. But you would have to talk about this with her. I know Helena she likes to discuss things a lot and this would be one of them. What made you decide you want to have a baby with Helena?

I don’t know I guess I see the way she is with her kids she’s great with them; she loves them both so much. And I want to be apart of that but I just know that I can’t be apart of it. Because they already have two parents I cant come between that. I love Lena I do so much I guess its weird but I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with her and have our own family. A huge family none the less but I know she’s what makes me happy.

Tears trickle down Tina’s face

OOooo Liv that’s beautiful. Im so happy for you both you know that right?! The only thing left to do is tell her how you feel.

Yes I know that, don’t worry Tine you don’t need to say that every time ok. I don’t know how to tell her but I know I’ll find a way. Talking about me telling Lena how I feel I could say the same thing about you with Bette.

It’s not that easy I don’t want to make things worse between me and her. She has Jodi and she’s happy how can I take that away from her. If I couldn’t make her happy at least someone else can.

It’s not that easy to run away from your feelings and you should know that from your time in Paris. I mean the first time you spoke to Lena you was able to tell her exactly what you felt so why cant you with Bette. If you don’t trust me when I say you will regret it for the rest if your life.

I know but with Bette I loved her I mean still do, always have done. It’s hard to tell Bette how I feel when I see her I can never get what I truly mean across. She’s beautifully intoxicating; I like the fact when im around her that it’s me and her against the world. I’ve never felt so safe and secure with anyone before in my life, I know I can’t let her go. My heart will remain with her till the day I die but her happiness comes before my own and that’s how it will stay.

Tine, when Helena gets back from getting us our coffee I’m gonna get her to talk some sense into you.

They both laugh as Helena approaches the table.