LesFan

Lesbian Fan Social Network

    Fan Fiction

    This story has been set to a rating of . Age verification is required to proceed.

    Age Verification

    I am years of age as of today, November 5, 2026

    Enter your current age into the field provide above. Stories with a rating of R or NC-17 may contain material not suitable for children. LesFan requires that all individuals wishing to read these stories confirm they are of at least 17 years of age. LesFan uses the MPAA rating labeling system for all stories.

    LesFan will also make a best attempt to filter profane words in stories that are not rated R or NC-17 unless the individual confirms they are of at least 17 years of age.

    LesFan uses the following rating scale for stories.






    Submit

    You Went Away – (Chapter: Chapter Four: Us)

    Story written on February 6, 2007 by kaigigi.
     Login to add story to favorites
     Login to add author to favorites
    0 votes, average: 0.00 out of 50 votes, average: 0.00 out of 50 votes, average: 0.00 out of 50 votes, average: 0.00 out of 50 votes, average: 0.00 out of 5 (0 votes, average: 0.00 out of 5)
    You need to be a registered member to rate this post.     Loading ... Loading ...
    Genre(s): N/A
    Rating: N/A
    fanfiction(s):
    Character(s): N/A
    Number of Comments: 10
    Words: 2726
    Story Shortlink: https://mail.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=13372
    Author Notes:

    Sometimes there is no going back to how you used to be, even though you want to so incredibly bad.

    Monday mornings was always a bitch for Spencer. This morning was an exception; she had her first day of work at the center. The best thing about working there was that they accepted that she wanted to have her daughter with her. Also, if she needed a little time, she could send Maddelena down to the inside day care.

    She drove in her car, the speakers softly humming along with She Wants Revenge. She looked through her rear-view mirror at her giggling daughter who entertained herself with the itty bitty spider. She turned her attention back to the road. The song driving into her head as it got louder in the speakers.

    Late last night I was looking through pictures
    Flooded with memories I lie on the floor
    And spread them around me like friends at a party
    There faces remind me of all that I’ve known

    The thought of Spencer looking through the large plastic tub of pictures and memorabilia of things that was once she and Ashley’s the night she was unpacking came into Spencer’s head like a bad movie made in the fifties with smoke around the edges. She had been sprawled out on the living room floor, Maddelena already in Spencer’s bed asleep. She had small little pictures spread in front of her while she held tightly to the small injured teddy bear.

    Still I can’t forget all the hushed who and why’s.
    All the fiction and lies and the tears and the laughs
    Take a walk through the past you and I hand in hand
    As we look at this thing called us

    Spencer drove on the highway at a quick speed, passing slower cars with a ‘whoosh’. She glanced down at the clock on her dash board to check the time. It was only eight fifty and her first appointment wasn’t until nine thirty. She had wished it was her going to an appointment for her instead of one for someone else. Realistically, she wishes that she and Ashley would speak again. She wanted to work things out. But Spencer thought too realistic to know that that would never happen. She can imagine her and Ashley sitting in close proximity, looking at the pictures. Their hands would slightly touch each other for mere seconds as they passed the pictures to one and another.

    Page 5 of 6« First‹ Previous3456Next ›
    FF Main Page
    »

    Comments

    2. All of the children have um, special names. I’m wondering where you’re going with this because there is so much inbetween Spence and Ash now. Mainly kid’s. Why is Spencer judging Ash for going straight when she played “Breeder’s” with Sean for awhile. The thought of Spencer having sex with Sean is so werid but, I can just imagine how beautiful their baby girl is. But, I wonder how they interact as parents and ex lovers. If Sean calls Spencer ‘baby’ I’m going to shit liquid, no bricks! You’re a talented writer and you are more than brave for the odd couple of S&S and Asden (the couple & the little squirt). This story is original, though and I can’t wait until you post again. Thanks for sharing.

    3. Oh yeah, your Spashley= Hot mama’s:) And I love Spencer L Word style home. I imagine it’s very beautiful. There’s not enough room for two more kid’s but Ashley would fit perfectly in spencer’s room….Aiden a great, right? I know I’m “cruel”, right?

    5. All of the children have um, special names. I’m wondering where you’re going with this because there is so much inbetween Spence and Ash now. Mainly kid’s. Why is Spencer judging Ash for going straight when she played “Breeder’s” with Sean for awhile. The thought of Spencer having sex with Sean is so werid but, I can just imagine how beautiful their baby girl is. But, I wonder how they interact as parents and ex lovers. If Sean calls Spencer ‘baby’ I’m going to shit liquid, no bricks! You’re a talented writer and you are more than brave for the odd couple of S&S and Asden (the couple & the little squirt). This story is original, though and I can’t wait until you post again. Thanks for sharing.

    6. Oh yeah, your Spashley= Hot mama’s:) And I love Spencer L Word style home. I imagine it’s very beautiful. There’s not enough room for two more kid’s but Ashley would fit perfectly in spencer’s room….Aiden a great, right? I know I’m “cruel”, right?

    Leave a Reply