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You Went Away – (Chapter: Chapter Four: Us)
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Chapter Four
Us
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Spencer leaned up against the counter, her arms folded over her chest. She knew that this wasn’t the time fore this, but she also knew that she needed so hear the things Ashley could only tell her. The sharp edge of the counter was digging into her bare back, but the blond did not care. Instead, she didn’t look away from the brunette’s dark cocoa eyes.
Ashley was the first one to speak. Her pink lips moving to form words, “Why’d you leave?”
To anyone, that should be the simple answer. The answer that could be simply answered by a, “Oh, I felt I needed to” or “Oh, because I am a stupid little girl who’s world fell away”. Instead, this question was the most complicated and hardest for Spencer to answer. What she wanted to say…she didn’t know if she could form into words. Spencer found it sort of funny how deep this relationship had for med it self. The high school relationship between the shy catholic girl and the bad rocker chick had become more than it ever could have been in anyone’s eyes. Weren’t high school relationships supposed to be just learning experiences? Spencer knew that it had been more to still have these feelings left in the part of her body her heart used to vacate.
Spencer felt her face drop to the thoughts forming in her mind. She said the first things coming to her mind, trying to make since of it all. “I left because I was afraid.”
Ashley laughed, “Common, if you’re going to make up shit, you can do better than that.”
Spencer’s faced turned hurt. She was trying to explain her feelings and all Ashley can do was deny her of that.
“Fuck Ashley, I am trying to tell you.” Spencer yelled at the brown haired girl.
Ashley ran a hand through her chestnut locks, “Sorry, continue.”
Spencer glared at Ashley, the sadness and confusion springing from her eyes. “I was fucking scared that you choose him. Fuck, Ashley, I fucking loved you! I don’t think that you fucking realized that either. I felt like you where disappearing from me. I felt like it was…no you did always run to Aiden. You never came to me, not once. Ashley, when you hesitated, when you took so fucking long to answer…that fucking scared me. I was terrified I would loose the best person in my life.”
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Omg, ok i’m completely hooked and you have GOT to pms… please, pwetty pwease? :D
All of the children have um, special names. I’m wondering where you’re going with this because there is so much inbetween Spence and Ash now. Mainly kid’s. Why is Spencer judging Ash for going straight when she played “Breeder’s” with Sean for awhile. The thought of Spencer having sex with Sean is so werid but, I can just imagine how beautiful their baby girl is. But, I wonder how they interact as parents and ex lovers. If Sean calls Spencer ‘baby’ I’m going to shit liquid, no bricks! You’re a talented writer and you are more than brave for the odd couple of S&S and Asden (the couple & the little squirt). This story is original, though and I can’t wait until you post again. Thanks for sharing.
Oh yeah, your Spashley= Hot mama’s:) And I love Spencer L Word style home. I imagine it’s very beautiful. There’s not enough room for two more kid’s but Ashley would fit perfectly in spencer’s room….Aiden a great, right? I know I’m “cruel”, right?
Omg, ok i’m completely hooked and you have GOT to pms… please, pwetty pwease? :D
All of the children have um, special names. I’m wondering where you’re going with this because there is so much inbetween Spence and Ash now. Mainly kid’s. Why is Spencer judging Ash for going straight when she played “Breeder’s” with Sean for awhile. The thought of Spencer having sex with Sean is so werid but, I can just imagine how beautiful their baby girl is. But, I wonder how they interact as parents and ex lovers. If Sean calls Spencer ‘baby’ I’m going to shit liquid, no bricks! You’re a talented writer and you are more than brave for the odd couple of S&S and Asden (the couple & the little squirt). This story is original, though and I can’t wait until you post again. Thanks for sharing.
Oh yeah, your Spashley= Hot mama’s:) And I love Spencer L Word style home. I imagine it’s very beautiful. There’s not enough room for two more kid’s but Ashley would fit perfectly in spencer’s room….Aiden a great, right? I know I’m “cruel”, right?
intense much ash, spence pms
intense much ash, spence pms
i love this story! please update more! hoping the mystery person is emme because i really want to hear more about her. and she has my name =) !
i love this story! please update more! hoping the mystery person is emme because i really want to hear more about her. and she has my name =) !