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    You Went Away – (Chapter: Chapter Four: Us)

    Story written on February 6, 2007 by kaigigi.
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    Story Shortlink: https://mail.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=13372
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    Sometimes there is no going back to how you used to be, even though you want to so incredibly bad.

    The silence filled the room before Spencer continued, “Ashley, you had no idea what it felt like to be with you. Every fucking night I would lay in bed thinking how lucky I was, or if it was a dream. I thought maybe I was actually sitting away in some asylum dreaming all this fucking up. Ashley, I wanted you. I needed you. I fucking loved you and you fucking hesitated. The whole 30 seconds, I felt I would have a heart attack. I fucking thought I was just a fucking toy you can play with. I felt like that Ashley.

    “So, yes, I fucking ran. I got the fuck out of there after you left me on that fucking ground. I assumed that you choose Aiden. I was probably wrong, but I had my reasons to have such a heavy suspension of it. So, I’m sorry if I caused you (air quotes) ‘pain’, but you are equally responsible.”

    There were tears streaming down Spencer’s face now, and some snot trailing down from her nose to her mouth. She was too exhausted to wipe them away. Her glossy covered eyes never left Ashley’s. She had stray tears falling down her cheeks. Her eyes read sadness, disappointment, and hurt. Her hands were tapping against her sides.

    The scene was all ironic. The sun shined in through all the windows and open door, giving the room with millions of beams of light. The sound of the children playing with the adults, giggling and laughing, was pushing its way into their ears. The beautiful smell of orchids and roses filled the room.

    Ashley wiped at the stray tears, standing strong as Spencer was crashing down. She spoke softly, “I did hesitate, and I do love Aiden. But his love and our love were different. I was going to choose you Spencer. I get the part where you didn’t like that I hesitated, and that it shouldn’t have been a hard choice. But I was scared also. I was scared that I was some kind of experiment of your’s, Spencer. I thought that you where just using me and then you would go back to breeder-ville. But Spencer, you shouldn’t have run away.”

    Spencer slowly wiped at her tears, a loud hiccup escaping her lips in the process. “Maybe I shouldn’t, but I did.”

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    2. All of the children have um, special names. I’m wondering where you’re going with this because there is so much inbetween Spence and Ash now. Mainly kid’s. Why is Spencer judging Ash for going straight when she played “Breeder’s” with Sean for awhile. The thought of Spencer having sex with Sean is so werid but, I can just imagine how beautiful their baby girl is. But, I wonder how they interact as parents and ex lovers. If Sean calls Spencer ‘baby’ I’m going to shit liquid, no bricks! You’re a talented writer and you are more than brave for the odd couple of S&S and Asden (the couple & the little squirt). This story is original, though and I can’t wait until you post again. Thanks for sharing.

    3. Oh yeah, your Spashley= Hot mama’s:) And I love Spencer L Word style home. I imagine it’s very beautiful. There’s not enough room for two more kid’s but Ashley would fit perfectly in spencer’s room….Aiden a great, right? I know I’m “cruel”, right?

    5. All of the children have um, special names. I’m wondering where you’re going with this because there is so much inbetween Spence and Ash now. Mainly kid’s. Why is Spencer judging Ash for going straight when she played “Breeder’s” with Sean for awhile. The thought of Spencer having sex with Sean is so werid but, I can just imagine how beautiful their baby girl is. But, I wonder how they interact as parents and ex lovers. If Sean calls Spencer ‘baby’ I’m going to shit liquid, no bricks! You’re a talented writer and you are more than brave for the odd couple of S&S and Asden (the couple & the little squirt). This story is original, though and I can’t wait until you post again. Thanks for sharing.

    6. Oh yeah, your Spashley= Hot mama’s:) And I love Spencer L Word style home. I imagine it’s very beautiful. There’s not enough room for two more kid’s but Ashley would fit perfectly in spencer’s room….Aiden a great, right? I know I’m “cruel”, right?

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