“I don’t know…I kind of want to just to yell at her, but I probably wont…I mean what is she going to say? Everything I just read?” I asked her and she laughed

“probably” she replied

“she has the worst timing ever” I told her

“just please don’t get back together with her” she begged me

“trust me I wont…that letter was such bullshit” I said sitting in my seat

Later that night I pulled into school in my mini cooper and it was around 5:50 when I got out of my car in sweat pants and a hoodie because I was colder outside…I was leaning against my car texting a few people waiting for Ashley’s practice to end. I couldn’t just ignore her…I mean yeah we sucked as a couple, but I really hate not having her in my life.

“surprise, surprise” I heard her say and I looked up

“shut up” I told her as she was making fun of me for showing up “how was practice?” I asked

“shitty…I can’t get my fucking shot up…everything’s short” she told me

“you’ll get it” I told her walking over to the driver side of my car and she got in on the passenger side and we sat in there not going anywhere “so what’d you have to say?”

“well you read my letter huh?” she asked

“yeah…I read it” I told her

“and…”

“and what Ashley? What do you want me to say? A year ago you treated me like shit…why the fuck would I want to go through that again?” I asked her

“because I’m not that girl anymore…I mean believe whatever you want Spencer, but you never listened to a lie about me because you knew who I was outside of school…” she told me “…Spencer seriously I’ve been thinking about you so much”

“yeah…I’ve been thinking about you too” I told her

“don’t say it just because I told you…” she said

“I’m not” I told her flat out sounding kind of annoyed

“look I get that we fight, but lets face it, the good times totally outweigh the bad” she told me

“Ashley I have a girlfriend…” I told her

“I know…and who cares she sucks at basketball” she said and I laughed a little