“Kristin get away!” I told her

“Spencer…seriously calm down” she said

“if you’re not going to dance with me then just…bye” I told her and she laughed at me “no no I’m serious”

“oh you’re serious?” she asked then I just walked away with Kelsey and we were so drunk we just laughed at everything and we were out of control

Now we’re to the complicated shit going on…well, I’m still with Kristin, but something else is going on because of Ashley…I was going from first block to my second when I stopped at my locker and there was a note in it and I read it quickly because it didn’t say much

Spencer,

Look, so much shit has been going on that I don’t even know where to start with this. I’m writing it because I don’t know if you’ll talk to me or not. Look what happened with Becca was stupid, and I just needed a release since we broke up. A year and a half ago I took your love for granted and I’ve been paying for it ever since. You have no idea how many night I lay awake in my bed just thinking of you and what life would be like if I did everything differently. All I can tell you now is that I’m so in love with you and I would spend the rest of my life proving it and I know I don’t deserve it, but I’m still asking for another chance. I have basketball till 6, so come meet me up here…then we can talk.

Love you, Ashley.

Like are you kidding me?! I have a girlfriend, and she’s cute and nearly perfect and so simple, I don’t know if I could get involved with Ashley again…

“kelsey…on my god! you need to read something” I told her going into my Spanish class handing her the letter and she sat down reading it

“wow…she’s so romantic” she replied being sarcastic because she didn’t like Ashley “I know I don’t deserve a second chance but I’m still asking for one” she said quoting her “damn right she doesn’t deserve another chance, spence she treated you like shit”

“I know…” I replied

“so are you going to come up here tonight?” I asked her