“Well……it went” was all I could muster

“Good” Was all he replied, I figured I was boring him.

“Do you mind if I take a seat and wait for……..well we are going to be leaving at the same time”

I went redder than a fucking tomato, and Edward chuckled slightly while shaking his head, I would love to know what was going through that damn fine mind of his.

“Not at all” I called.

“So Bella” Edward started then I noticed his eyebrows close together, he seemed like he wanted to ask me something or tell me something but didn’t know if it was ok to say it, so I took over the conversation.

“Do you only come once a week like me and Jake?”

“Jake?”

“Oh” I laughed “yeah I sometimes call Jacob Jake, depends on my mood” and my mood was telling me to shorten his name because I fucking didn’t want his name in my mouth longer than necessary.

“Yes once is more than sufficient” Edward called sternly, I briefly wondered why.

The air felt thick suddenly and my mind went blank I did not have a clue what to say to him, then I made the mistake of looking directly at him and into his eyes, we both sat there for what could have been one, ten or eighty minutes staring into each other’s eyes, the only thing I knew for certain was I did not want to turn away.

Then I noticed Edward’s lips rise into a smile, I shivered slightly…..I just hoped he hadn’t noticed.

Then we heard Jakes loud laughing coming down the hall way, breaking our moment, I wanted that moment to last longer, I needed that moment, I needed to rake my hands through that hair I want his disarray hair to be in more disarray because of my hands, my touch, my body brushing up against it.

“Tanya” Edward called standing up to join her, he pulled her into a tight embrace and kissed her hair, I just wanted to pull her hair out…..I was jealous of his girlfriend.

“You ready Bells?” The stupid fucking dog called.

“No I was sitting here taking time out, I’m heading back to my room now for round 3,4 and 5” silence filled the room and then Edward smiled at me again causing a flush to breakout on my face.

“Oh” Jacob called while taking a seat.

“Oh for god sake get your sorry ass up and get in the car” I whispered in his ear, I didn’t need them to know out business.

Jacob suddenly smiled “and you can wipe that fucker off your face as well” I whispered while (what looked accidental) jabbing him in the rib.

“Ow” Jacob yelled.

“You the battered husband as well?” Edward joked.

“The battered fiancé” Jacob laughed, that caused me to laugh as well, had he not noticed I wasn’t wearing my ring, that fucking thing had been locked away for four days, with no immediately plans on it returning to my finger.

“Come on babe let’s get going” Tanya called, I couldn’t have agreed more, more so because she intimidated the life out of me and because I hated seeing her with Edward….bitch.

Again me and Jacob never spoke a word to each other in the car we just listened to the music and once we reached the house I went and took a seat on the sofa moments later Jacob sat next to me and took my hand in his own.

“I hope this evening went better for you” had there been a lamp within reaching distance it would have been across his head in seconds.

“How dare you, how the hell dare you sit there and ask me if I enjoyed going to have sex with someone else”

“Bella love…..please”

“You know what Jake” I called while yanking my hand from his “your voice is starting to grate on me” I was not really in the mood for a full blown argument, Edward’s smile and eyes were all I wanted to think about, I was not going to let Jacob spoil the one good thing from this evening.

I walked into the bedroom and lay on the bed while I replayed this evening over and over in my head.