We walked up the steps and knocked on the door; Claire was there and took me in her arms hugging me tightly.

“I am so glad you came back” she whispered in my ear so Jacob couldn’t hear.

“Come in” she called and we followed behind her, Jacob took my hand and we smiled, we had to keep up with appearances.

Jacob virtually ran to the table to place our keys in the bowl – my blood was past boiling.

I looked up and noticed Edward was staring at me, i quickly faced the floor again trying to hide my blush, he must have thought me an incompetent fool after knocking him over last week.

“And this week Tanya picks first” Claire called – no beating about the bush in this room is there?

I still had my head down but felt Jacob stand forward, i felt sick, Jacob was about to go with Tanya, fucking Tanya…..godlike creature, stunning, perfect figure i felt sick, sicker than i had a moment ago.

Claire picked next and then she called me. I looked up and noticed Edward holding his breath i briefly realised he was begging i would not pick him…..damn it if i had to go through this charade i at least wanted him, he was gorgeous. His disarray hair made me feel weak at the knees.

I begged it was not Caius.

I pulled the keys out the bowl and noticed immediately it was not a BMW, thank god for that.

“Peter” Claire called i turned and for the first time I really got a good look at Peter, he was a nice looking man there was no getting away from the fact, but he was no Edward.

“Room 7” Claire called, i looked over at Claire and she gave me a reassuring look i nodded in response, there was no getting out of it.

We quietly walked into room 7 and i scanned it cautiously, i was beginning to feel more nervous than i ever believed possible.

“It is daunting your first few times” Peter tried to reassure me “but it does get better” bless him.

“This will actually be my first” i whispered, wanting him to know why i was so hesitant.