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    The Architecture of Falling… – (Chapter: Should We?)

    Story written on December 22, 2007 by goaskalice.
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    Story Shortlink: https://mail.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=17077
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    A weak moment.

    And so she did. She came because I wanted her to. And she came because there was nowhere else to go. As soon as her mouth met mine I felt something shift in me and it shook me like some kind of bodily inferno. It just poured its way down and between everything inside me and it shook me from the inside out, leaving hot trails of Spencer everywhere it flowed. For a minute I forgot that this was war.

    She broke from the kiss, panting hard and eyes still closed.

    “Ashley, we shouldn’t do this.”

    “I thought this was what you wanted.”

    “It is…it is. I just…”

    “You just what?”

    “Does it mean anything to you? Do you feel anything?”

    “Let’s go upstairs.”

    She wasn’t going to use her new sincerity or her soft voice to make me forget that she had fucked me and then fucked me over like it was the easiest thing someone could do. Like it was the only choice she had. It was my turn. It was my turn to lure her in and then spit her right back out.

    So I grabbed her arm and pulled her up the stairs behind me, feeling her trip and scatter but pretending not to care. I would drag her across the jagged peaks of heartache she had forced me to endure if I could and waste no time delighting in our identical wounds. This is what she had turned me into. This is the damage her damage could do.

    “Why am I in here?” she asks me quietly, as she stands close to my bed.

    “Don’t you deserve to be in here?”

    “I don’t know what you want me to say, Ashley.”

    “Do you deserve to be in here or not?”

    “I want to be anywhere you are. And no, I probably don’t deserve to be here right now. I know that.”

    “Then tell me, Spencer, how you could stand on my doorstep and ask anything of me! Tell me why you think you’re here!”

    “I’m sorry.”

    “Of course…of course you are. Why wouldn’t you be?”

    She shakes her head, but her lack of words only fuels my fire. I’ve had to come up with so many words. I’ve had to engage in all sorts of dialogue with myself to excuse away how she could lie and now she has the audacity to say nothing?

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    15. cripes woman! way to leave us hanging! not only on all the awesome lovin thats hopefully gonna happen, but also on what the girls are gonna do… i hope ashley doesn’t go through with her whole payback idea, cuz it’s a bad one… revenge is never as sweet as you think it’s gonna be… plus spencer has come so far, finally accepted the fact that she loves ash and that no matter how much she tries those feelings just aren’t gonna go away… hopefully it’s not too late… oh and as always, you’re freakin awesome, thanks for posting, and i can’t wait for the next chapter = )

    16. cripes woman! way to leave us hanging! not only on all the awesome lovin thats hopefully gonna happen, but also on what the girls are gonna do… i hope ashley doesn’t go through with her whole payback idea, cuz it’s a bad one… revenge is never as sweet as you think it’s gonna be… plus spencer has come so far, finally accepted the fact that she loves ash and that no matter how much she tries those feelings just aren’t gonna go away… hopefully it’s not too late… oh and as always, you’re freakin awesome, thanks for posting, and i can’t wait for the next chapter = )

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