“Ashley I don’t regret anything that happen between us, if this what I have to deal with, then I will.”

“How the fuck can sit here and say that Spencer? You’re willing to endure beatings to be with me. Spencer do you realize how fucked up that is? He could have killed you, if anything happened…” my voice trembled mid sentence, “I wouldn’t be able to survive it.”

“Damn it Ashley, let it go.” Her voice was frail.

Pain must have shot through her; she winced and grabbed her side.

“Spencer we have to take you to the hospital. We don’t know what’s broken and or if there is any internal damage?” I said panicked.

“Please, we need to go now.” I whispered in her ear.

“We can’t, if he finds out, I’m good as dead.” She sobbed.

I nodded.

Tears were pouring down her face. I tried to wipe them away, but I didn’t want to hurt her anymore.

“Ashley, it hurts so fucking badly.” She exclaimed.

“Spencer I know, we need to get you to a hospital. I’m not taking no for a fucking answer this time.” I solemnly stated.

She nodded her head and I made my way to her and but I was too late.

Thud

 She collapsed, she wasn’t moving.

I checked to see if she was still breathing. She was, however it was shallow and her heartbeat seemed faint.

My heart broke, please not again. I can’t lose her.

 I wish this was happening to me, I wish I could take her pain.

 I pulled out my phone and dialed 911.

“Ma’am what is the emergency?” the voiced asked.

“My girlfriend is unconsciousness, she’s been beaten severely.” I remarked.

“Help is on its way.” I hung up.

I got on my knees once again and began to pray.

God, please forgive me for my sins. Please if you’re out there, listen to my prayer, nothing can happen to Spencer. If I lose her I don’t have anything, you’d be tearing my heart out. Protect her and I will do anything, anything. Don’t take her like Kyla please.

I screamed in frustration while the tears drenched my face.  

Damn it, where the hell are they?

I heard the sirens and rushed to open the door. They came in and carefully placed Spencer on the stretcher. Everything seemed parallel to my past.