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    Roommates – (Chapter: “I’m Giving You My Heart, Spencer Carlin.” Pt.2)

    Story written on August 20, 2007 by sonxfan.
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    Story Shortlink: https://mail.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=15181
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    Ashley tells her how she feels…

     

                I hugged her, pressing her back down on the bed and burying my face in the crook of her neck and into the pillow so she couldn’t see my tears. “It’s just, I’m so happy that you love me, Ashley.” Yeah. Happy and devastated and confused and scared and God knows what else. She kissed the top of my head and ran her fingers through my hair, and then she reached over to the lamp and turned the lights off. I snuggled with her, resting my head on her chest, with my hand resting where her heart was. Ashley put her arm around me, holding me as she fell asleep. I couldn’t fall asleep. I kept hearing her words, “I love you” replay over and over again in my mind. I sighed into the darkness. Ashley was already asleep, her quiet and even breathing comforting me. I could feel her heart beating in her chest, strong and steady. Was I going to break her heart by rejecting her love? Was I going to stop her heart from beating by telling her I couldn’t do this? No. I knew I couldn’t. I knew her heart beat for me, and only me. I had already agreed to be her lover, and I had accepted her as mine. And as much as I try to deny it, I’m falling for her.

     

                  I do have feelings for Ashley. I want her to be with me, always. I already knew she loved me before she told me tonight, since it was obvious in all her actions. It was obvious in the way she smiled at me everyday when we woke up next to each other, and would kiss me on the nose and say good morning. It was obvious in the way she kissed me, touched me, and looked at me, and so on. She would do anything for me. I know. I can see how jealous she gets whenever I’m doing something with Aiden. Tears streamed down my cheeks, some of them falling down onto Ashley’s chest before I could wipe them away. What am I going to do with you, Ash? I thought, tracing circles on her warm flesh. I’m trapped. I can’t be gay, Ash, don’t you understand? My friends, my family, they won’t accept it! All my life, I’ve been taught that this is wrong, yet I’m doing this with you. Why? Because you’re falling in love with her. A voice in my head said. No. I wanted to scream. As much as I was trying to control my emotions, I couldn’t. I kept falling hard for her. I closed my eyes and breathed in the vanilla and cinnamon scent of her skin, and let it lull me to sleep.    “I think I love you too, Ashley.” I whispered into her ear, even though I knew she probably didn’t hear me.                                                                                                

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    1. dude! wow! that was totally heart wrenching! youve got me crying over here! im a big ol’ baby! i hope ashley heard her. you are an awesome writer! keep up the great work! PMASAP!

    2. wow! theirs just no other words to say to explain your story. you’re just an amazing writer i love your story. can’t wait for your next update!!pms!!

    4. dude! wow! that was totally heart wrenching! youve got me crying over here! im a big ol’ baby! i hope ashley heard her. you are an awesome writer! keep up the great work! PMASAP!

    5. wow! theirs just no other words to say to explain your story. you’re just an amazing writer i love your story. can’t wait for your next update!!pms!!

    7. True love only happens once in a lifetime and missing that opportunity would be devastating to a heart…Spencer needs to accept the fact that she is madly in love with Ashley and let go of the worlds opinions and hold on for dear life to the one true love of her life…Ashley. Heartbreaking and beautifully written story that brought me too tears. PMS

    8. True love only happens once in a lifetime and missing that opportunity would be devastating to a heart…Spencer needs to accept the fact that she is madly in love with Ashley and let go of the worlds opinions and hold on for dear life to the one true love of her life…Ashley. Heartbreaking and beautifully written story that brought me too tears. PMS

    15. Gah!! I had to stop being a lurker after reading this chapter. OMG! This moved my heart so so much. My heart is racing right now. You must update soon. This was so perfect. my heart is jumping out of my chest for them…. I absolutely loved it.

    16. Gah!! I had to stop being a lurker after reading this chapter. OMG! This moved my heart so so much. My heart is racing right now. You must update soon. This was so perfect. my heart is jumping out of my chest for them…. I absolutely loved it.

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