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Reluctance – (Chapter: You Have Given It For Free)
She tells me she can’t and I wish that I could jump up and leave myself, but here I am strapped down to this freaking bed. But something in me says it’s okay that she’s here. I know it’s my heart, cause it doesn’t understand ever. It always wants me to be close to someone for some odd reason. She’s not the one though, obviously.
"Yes, you can. Unlike me you’re not strapped down to a bed and have no way of walking out. So, turn around, move your legs and leave me alone……. for good," the attempt………. but my heart screams in pain as I see that she might just leave and I wish I could take it back now. Her body jestures a little to maybe turn but then it stops, but she sighs and turns around half way. "Wait," I jump and say, not even realizing what I am doing.
She smiles and turns to me, then drops her head. "Please? Hear me out?" she pleads. Her smile stays put, a resolve face youc ould say, and I look down myself. She doesn’t know what she does to me and she has no clue how she has hurt me.
"I don’t know, I can’t say yes but I can’t say no. I can’t think but I sure as hell can feel and I wish it would stop. Hell, it’s midnight! I should be asleep and not waiting around to be released."
"Ash, you’re not gonna be released for a long time. At least a week……… for observation and to make sure you’re mentally stable."
I curse under my breath and fall back onto my bed. I completely forgot what I had done to get here and that it requires a lot of therapists to get released. This isn’t just a few day thing now, it’s not just something that will go away. I’ll be stuck here with people watching me around the clock, and I’ll be restrained. Ha, I’ll play it off right? I’ll be the perfect patient yet who realizes how great life is and that hurting her loved ones isn’t worth it. Right, Ashley Davies cares, that shall be my line.
"Mentally stable is no problem," I say smiling.
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Nooo why???!!!! Stupid girls. Why does Ashley have to be this way in al ot of fics it sucks. Well I love it anyways.. I want to read some more.
NOOOOOOOOOO!! Damn one night stands!! There is a point Ashley, you Spencer, unlike those whores, you love her…*sigh*
damn it !!!… what’s the point ?! what’s the point !?! gosh, the point is that you and spencer love each other and those were just one night stands !!! use your head, but follow your heart !… love your update, keep them comin =)
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