That was the first time I’ve cried over a girl in over a year. I felt used and hurt, I was angry, but I didn’t want to ruin Kyla’s night again, so I simply asked her if I could use her bathroom and change out of the clothes that smelt like Ashley , the clothes that left her scent , her touch on me. I cried in the bathroom where no one can see me or hear me give myself a pep talk about NOT wanting to be her straight girl experiment.  I came down looking differently more relaxed, in a pair of ripped jeans and a different wife beater, on the way back to the stage I ran into Glen and Clay. They had asked me If I was okie, after all they were my big brothers and have been there for me regardless of what, they were the first one’s I came out too and they were the first ones to threaten half of our school if they even looked at me the wrong way. I love them for that. I got up on stage and got even with her , I wanted to make her feel what I felt when she kissed me him right after me … SO I flirted with one of her Minion’s Kelly who I knew was jealous of Ashley. So I decided to put the sexy on high and cocky even higher, I brought badass Spencer even more, why not two can play at this game she was playing with me. Ok, ok, it’s my flaw I am a bit spite I can’t help it , after Angie, and shit she put me through I had to put up a defense so I wouldn’t get hurt like she did too me.

 So I played one of the songs I knew that always got me the girls whenever I would play it with my old band , I was just relieved that everyone here knew it too. Joan Jett” Do you Wanna Touch “and I let Kelly Touch  … Hey who am I to deny anyone that wants to touch me, im still human and Ashley made it clear ok she didn’t make it clear she confused the hell out me, but I was single and I haven’t sex in a couple of months since we moved to L.A. common a girl like me has some needs and Kelly seemed easy, actually she seemed too easy .. Half way through the song I reconsidered my option of getting laid because well I didn’t wanna catch something from her. OKIE I may have some needs but I also I don’t do dirty girls, Kyla had whispered to me that Kelly has done half of the football team and reconsider what I was thinking. Not to mention when Madison asked if I was Okie, I really wasn’t. Talk about feeling guilty which is very rare , when I want a girl I want a girl, but I wanted Ashley, the question was did she want me, so I we played and finally we did our last song . I had told Boz to get ready with some music to dance too, and mentioned a certain brunette I wanted to dance with, which wasn’t Kelly at all I wanted to dance with Ashley. Which looks like it wasn’t going to happen. I couldn’t wait for that night to be over with; lucky for me my brothers were ready for me with drinks! I got off stage and was handed my drink of choice they knew well, a Vodka Tonic and a corona… Took those down and the other two Clay was holding for me, and he had learned in and told me that my other baby my acoustic electric guitar was on stage. So I started to dance , and  dance I did with Kelly till I noticed Ashley around me , and then what the hell , I also noticed our friend were dance and pushing closer to each other , while Madison distracted Aiden who can’t dance for shit lol.