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    Loving With My Fingers Crossed – (Chapter: I Always Knew You)

    Story written on June 27, 2007 by overdose.
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    Story Shortlink: https://mail.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=14911
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    Just let me.

    We burned throughout the morning. Throughout the whole day. We burned as long as we could. As long as the flames could muster. As long as we’ve ever been able to hold our breaths.

     

     

    And I recognize this. I recognize the setting sun against my naked skin and the rise and fall from your chest that indicates you still being fast asleep. There is something familiar with the scent of your skin. There is something familiar with all of this.

     

     

    Maybe it’s because it’s you. Maybe it’s the fact that no matter how many years that passes, nothing can change who you are to me. Who you were to me. Who you’ll remain as inside these shattered walls that belongs to my equally shattered heart. Maybe it’s because the scent that is you has a place so completely hidden inside your skin, you’ll never be able to wash it off. To give it away or cover it with a new disguise. It’s the slightest mixture of vanilla and ocean salt that is so deeply buried inside you that you’ll never be able to forget it. And neither can I.

     

     

    As I slowly begin to untangle my arm from your waist I can feel how you begin to stir. How you slowly and carefully start to bring us down to the reality that I’m way too afraid to face right now. Too scared for what it’s bringing.

     

     

    “Hey you”. A raspy and exhausted voice suddenly comes to life, and it’s the sweetest one I’ve ever heard. A voice I know all too well and never want to loose again.

     

     

    “Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up..” I quietly respond.

     

     

    “It’s ok.” A small chuckle escapes from your lips. ”I guess it’s time anyway.. it’s already getting late”.

     

    And I’m scared. I’m so scared that you’ll just get up and leave, scared that you’ll suddenly realize what has happened and what might not happen ever again. Afraid the time is only counting the seconds that is left between us.

     

     

    ”Yeah..” I answer as quietly as possible. Hoping no one really heard it. Yet hoping the answer would be enough for her not to question it. ‘Cause I’m too afraid to say something else. I’m too afraid to say something that would make this already sinking ball tip over and take us both down with it.

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    1. Thank you for sharing your gift overdose! One of the most beautifully written stories I have read..Hopefully you put your talent to good use- Good luck, God Speed!! 10+ stars~~

    2. Thank you for sharing your gift overdose! One of the most beautifully written stories I have read..Hopefully you put your talent to good use- Good luck, God Speed!! 10+ stars~~

    3. wow!!!!!!!!!!!! I read alot of these stories, and this is so well written. I am at a loss for word to do you justice. pms thanks that was great

    4. wow!!!!!!!!!!!! I read alot of these stories, and this is so well written. I am at a loss for word to do you justice. pms thanks that was great

    5. I’m speechless! **takes a moment to breathe and gather thoughts** I found myself adrift on a darkened sea, lost in a story carrying me deeper into the thoughts and soul of Ashley and the pain of loss that she felt for the love of her life, her soul mate. And suddenly the dawn arises and Spencer and Ashley’s love is restored and joy consumes the soul and suddenly I’m on the beach relishing in love’s victory. You are an amazing and gifted writer! And you have a way of capturing the reader’s heart, soul and mind and absolutely refusing to let them go until the last punctuation mark. Now that is pure talent! BRAVO!

    6. I’m speechless! **takes a moment to breathe and gather thoughts** I found myself adrift on a darkened sea, lost in a story carrying me deeper into the thoughts and soul of Ashley and the pain of loss that she felt for the love of her life, her soul mate. And suddenly the dawn arises and Spencer and Ashley’s love is restored and joy consumes the soul and suddenly I’m on the beach relishing in love’s victory. You are an amazing and gifted writer! And you have a way of capturing the reader’s heart, soul and mind and absolutely refusing to let them go until the last punctuation mark. Now that is pure talent! BRAVO!

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