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    Circles and Circles – (Chapter: Got to stop spinning (chap 14))

    Story written on September 13, 2006 by clomle44.
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    Story Shortlink: https://mail.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=12248
    Author Notes:

    It’s all coming out in the wash.

     

    Spencer took her time forming her reply. It seemed crucial that she get this, just right.

     

    “I need to see her. Because I hurt her. Because I left her hurt, and that’s not fair. I need to make some peace with Ashley. What happens after, I don’t know, but it’s not fair to either of us to leave things as they stand.”

     

    Riley nodded in understanding.

     

    “She’s upstairs in her studio. If you do a 180 on the landing, it’s the last door on the right.” Riley paused. “Don’t…”

     

    “It’s ok Riley” Spencer reassured her, “I won’t hurt her this time.”

     

    “You might” smiled Riley, “But you’ll just have to make her better later.” And with that cheeky remark, Riley pulled Spencer off the couch and led her to the stairs. Then she disappeared, leaving Spencer thoughtful, anxious, and a little bemused.

     

    Steadying herself internally, she grasped the banister, and then made her way up the stairs. On the landing she could hear soft strains of music coming from Ashley’s studio. For awhile, she stood outside the door, listening to the beautiful voice inside. The song she was singing was sad, mournful, and it’s tones dug deep down inside Spencer and tugged. Closing her eyes, she raised her hand, and then knocked three times, gently on the door.

     

    She heard Ashley’s voice call out, softly, “come in”. And she felt her knees go weak. Bravely, she pushed open the door, and stood inside.

     

    Ashley was sitting in the window recess, on the seat there, guitar strung across her lap. Her hair was loose around her shoulders, and Spencer felt her chest tighten. She was so damn beautiful. She considered striding over there and kissing her.

    ‘Isn’t that how we got into this problem in the first place…’ the voice in the back of her head pointed out. She briefly considered a lobotomy to get rid of her new found friend, but decided against it. Ashley watched her, uncertainty on her face, and Spencer knew she had to talk.

     

    “Ash” she began, stopping when Ashley looked out the window. Suddenly she had a flash of her mother, staring out the window of her hospital ward. Suddenly she was liquid inside. She couldn’t do this. Even if she wanted to, she couldn’t. What if things went well? What if she and Ashley made something work? What would it do to her mother.

     

    Heart aflame she turned and walked out of the room.

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    Comments

    1. Oh God the suspense! As heartbroken as I am that this is the last chapter, I’m thankful that you were kind enough to share your writing with us in the first place. Now stop reading this damn comment and update again! And then you have my permission to start on your NEXT spashley story. :)

    3. Have yet to comment on this wonderful fic…about time I did so.Excellent job articulating such interesting characters. This fic is so full of hurt and loneliness, however, I always exit introspective and hopeful for Riley, Ash, and Spencer.Bummed only one more post, cause to be honest, I do look forward to this story on a daily basis. I have a fic here under PegLegMeg; has ‘Superman’ in the title; it’s tres long and you may enjoy it. :)Thanks for writing!

    4. i love this story…and im sad to see it go but ur an amazing writer so im excited to see wat else u come up with to write but till then plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz pms!!!!!!

    7. no fucking way! you write all that then leave us hanging here like… like things that hang!? no fair! I demand more soon, and I particularly demand more after the next post, which you have so devastatingly deemed to be your last for this story :-P boo hiss and bah humbug!

    10. First of all, thank you so much for posting twice today. But secondly you don’t need to end this story so soon….please keep writing…we want more

    11. Wow. This is the first story that I ever logged in to comment on because it was brilliant. Sorry that its ending….and on such a sad note. Do things always have to be unresolved does that seem more interesting?? NO. I admit it, I read for happy endings. Life is already unpredictable can’t something just leave you with a smile and not irritation, For that I can call my own mother not deal with Spencers.

    12. Oh God the suspense! As heartbroken as I am that this is the last chapter, I’m thankful that you were kind enough to share your writing with us in the first place. Now stop reading this damn comment and update again! And then you have my permission to start on your NEXT spashley story. :)

    14. Have yet to comment on this wonderful fic…about time I did so.Excellent job articulating such interesting characters. This fic is so full of hurt and loneliness, however, I always exit introspective and hopeful for Riley, Ash, and Spencer.Bummed only one more post, cause to be honest, I do look forward to this story on a daily basis. I have a fic here under PegLegMeg; has ‘Superman’ in the title; it’s tres long and you may enjoy it. :)Thanks for writing!

    15. i love this story…and im sad to see it go but ur an amazing writer so im excited to see wat else u come up with to write but till then plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz pms!!!!!!

    18. no fucking way! you write all that then leave us hanging here like… like things that hang!? no fair! I demand more soon, and I particularly demand more after the next post, which you have so devastatingly deemed to be your last for this story :-P boo hiss and bah humbug!

    21. First of all, thank you so much for posting twice today. But secondly you don’t need to end this story so soon….please keep writing…we want more

    22. Wow. This is the first story that I ever logged in to comment on because it was brilliant. Sorry that its ending….and on such a sad note. Do things always have to be unresolved does that seem more interesting?? NO. I admit it, I read for happy endings. Life is already unpredictable can’t something just leave you with a smile and not irritation, For that I can call my own mother not deal with Spencers.

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