Ashley held both of Spencer’s hands possessively and kissed her knuckles.  She knew she had to speak up now.

“Spence, I need for you to do something for me. If you start to feel scared or uncomfortable with this, or if I’m hurting you in any way, in any way Spence, you need to tell me and I’ll stop, okay baby?” Ashley said looking in to her eyes seriously.

Spencer nodded without breaking eye contact, not knowing how she herself would react to this.

“Spence, I’m going to take this slow baby, I need for you to trust me, ok?” Ashley said.  Ashley knew it would be torture on herself like never before, but she would be strong for Spencer.

“I’d trust you with my life Ashley.” Spencer said softly unable to speak.

Ashley smiled at her and took a deep breathe.

Then slowly she closed the gap between their lips.

She kissed Spencer slowly, gently, sensuously, her hands cupping her face lightly.  She tried to kiss away all the nervousness Spencer was feeling, her lips reassuring the blonde with every touch.  Spencer let her hands rest on the brunette’s hips as she let Ashley kiss her deeply.  But Spencer didn’t want this to be so one-sided and she let herself respond with everything she had. Ashley mouth was doing things to hers that she had never felt before and it was making her body so hot. 

“Mmmm” Spencer moaned into Ashley’s mouth, as Ashley’s tongue tenderly tangled with hers. 

The moan of course shot straight between Ashley’s legs, Ashley loved hearing Spencer respond to her.  It was all Ashley could do not to stick her tongue further into Spencer’s warm receptive mouth. 

“Ashley…keep it under control.” A voice in her head reminded her.

Ashley knew what she had to do and she’d be damned if she let herself get in the way of it.

Ashley could feel Spencer trembling slightly under her touch, and knew she should get the wet clothes off Spencer, but she didn’t know how exactly to initiate it.

“Spencer, do you want to feel my skin?” Ashley asked her breaking the kiss.

“Mmhmm” Spencer nodded, her eyes glazed over.