CHP 6

“Ashley, I’m ready” Spencer said with her warm breathe in the brunette’s ear.  Spencer was moving cautiously not sure what Ashley would say, and the brunette pulled away slightly to focus on Spencer’s eyes.  Ashley tried to keep herself from shivering with desire as goose bumps rose up on her body, as she saw the younger girl’s tongue snake out to moisten her lips.  She needed to be sure that Spencer was really ready.  She didn’t want to hurt the blonde anymore.

“Baby, are you sure,  I mean the last few hours were really intense, and…I just I don’t want to do anything that you’re not really ready for, I don’t want to hurt you….I love you so much Spence, and I’ll wait forever for you to want me the way I want you.” Ashley whispered with her whisky-coloured eyes looking into Spencer’s cerulean ones.   Her gaze got lost in Spencer’s like a lone island out in the endless ocean.

Spencer’s hands were shaking as she took one of Ashley’s hands and kissed it. She then placed it over her heart.  Ashley swallowed when she felt how rapidly the blonde’s heart was beating. 

“Ashley, you have my heart, you have my soul and I want you to have my body too, because Ashley, I’m ready to be connected to you at every level, because I love you so much Ashley that it hurts when I can’t feel you hold me or kiss me or touch me….and Ashley? Spencer said.

“Yeah baby?” Ashley asked

“I want your body too.” Spencer said huskily with her heartbeat racing even more.

“I want your body too” Ashley let the words flow through her, and she thought she could almost come from the intensity of Spencer’s admissions.

Ashley knew it was time, she couldn’t think of a more perfect moment for her to show the blonde how much she loved her, but Ashley knew she had to take it slow and completely worship Spencer’s body the way she deserved.

Ashley leant forward and wrapped her arms tighter around Spencer.  She kissed the blonde’s forehead.  She had no idea how Spencer would respond to her and if the rape would have any lasting effects on her psyche when it came to the act of sex, but Ashley knew that she wanted to be the only one to try with Spencer.  Ashley kissed Spencer’s eyes and cheeks, chin and nose eliciting a giggle out of Spencer and diffusing some of the tension. The older girl had barely touched Spencer and she already felt so high.