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    Broken Promises and Shattered Hearts – (Chapter: Chapter 7)

    Truth be told, the day I met you in the quad was the day I was going to kill myself. But than I met you and thought, maybe this is the chance I have been waiting for. I thought you were my redemption. My penance. So you see, this really was my plan all along. You just delayed the inevitable. But I must say, you gave me a wonderful year. You made me more happier than anyone else. And I thank you for that.

    All I as of you is that you don’t mourn me. You didn’t while I was alive, so don’t in my death. And also, watch Kyla for me. She is going to hate you at first, but you will need each other more than you know.

    You asked me once if you could have my heart. I laughed and ignored it. She let me go. Even though, deep down inside I knew I hurt you. But even though I am dead now, I wanted you to know that you always had my heart Spencer. My heart only beats for you. You always had it. I just never told you.

    Take care of yourself Spencer. Maybe one day you’ll meet someone who will help you like you did me. I love you Spencer Carlin. I know I never told you that early enough, but I do. I love you. Always have. Always will.

    —-Ashley

    END OF FLASHBACK

    That was the letter. Not what you expected right. Me neither. She was right about one thing. Kyla did hate me afterwards. And still does. We have never spoken. I tried, but she wanted nothing to do with me. Actually, no one did. I am by myself. I live in this shitty apartment, in this shitty town in Texas. Where no one knows me. Where I thought I could get a fresh start.

    Sometimes I wonder if any of them came looking for me. Probably not. I know I wouldn’t. Not after the damage I caused. I left a month after her funeral. But unlike her, I didn’t leave a note. I just left. I packed some of my clothes and left. Never once looking back. There are times I call my house, and either my mom or dad picks up. One time Glen did. But I never said anything. I never do. I just call to listen to their voices.

    I call Kyla sometimes too. When I hear her voice, I picture that day at the funeral. Kyla was so pissed at me. She refused to let me anywhere near the casket. She didn’t even want me at the services, but Aiden had calmed her down and she let me stay. I remember going up to the casket and just looking at it. It was closed. Not open. Ashley’s wishes. I wished it were because than I could see her one more time. I went up to the casket, kissed my hand and placed it where I thought her lips would be. I never saw Kyla move beside me. When I turned around she looked dead into my eyes. I remember her words as if they were being spoken right now. “I hope your happy.” That’s what she said to me. Right before……
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    Uh-OH!!!! CLIFFHANGER

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    Comments

    1. I wonder if Kyla slapped her cause that would be what i would do. I’m just so angry at Spencer, and i know that there cant be a happy ending if Ashley is dead so i’m really sad. This story is so well written though. PMS!

    2. Right before…Ashton Kutcher bursts through the doors and yells “You’ve been Punk’d!!!!!”…Am I right?! You write extremely well even though this is sad as hell..Keep it coming!

    3. I wonder if Kyla slapped her cause that would be what i would do. I’m just so angry at Spencer, and i know that there cant be a happy ending if Ashley is dead so i’m really sad. This story is so well written though. PMS!

    4. Right before…Ashton Kutcher bursts through the doors and yells “You’ve been Punk’d!!!!!”…Am I right?! You write extremely well even though this is sad as hell..Keep it coming!

    5. I still don’t feel like spencer really regrets this as much as she should, i wouldn’t have been able to live with myself after asley committed suicide…i wonder what happens next..plz pms

    6. I still don’t feel like spencer really regrets this as much as she should, i wouldn’t have been able to live with myself after asley committed suicide…i wonder what happens next..plz pms

    7. ok that letter made me cry the most i ever have ever… gosh arent u crying when u write this??? i definantly couldnt survive writing that without tearing lol, i cant wait to see what happens, im thinking maybe ashley is still alive b/c they left the casket closed but that letter made it seem real so im not sure… just please POST MORE SOON!!

    8. ok that letter made me cry the most i ever have ever… gosh arent u crying when u write this??? i definantly couldnt survive writing that without tearing lol, i cant wait to see what happens, im thinking maybe ashley is still alive b/c they left the casket closed but that letter made it seem real so im not sure… just please POST MORE SOON!!

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