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    Broken Promises and Shattered Hearts – (Chapter: Chapter 7)

    Story written on May 25, 2007 by snowdrop1026.
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    Story Shortlink: https://mail.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=12457
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    Spencer looks back at prom night, and wishes she could do things differently….

    For the first time, she saw me for what I was. A sacred, insecure girl. Who hid most of her life behind the walls she so diligently built. Your mother cried for me Spencer. She cried for me. Your brother, Glen, oh man. He did a complete 180 on me That day in the quad, he held me. He and Madison held me, and told me that it was going to be ok. But they knew it wouldn’t. Just like I knew we would never be ok.

    I was in so much pain. I tried to get better, to push past it all. But I couldn’t. each day I saw you. I couldn’t escape you, you were everywhere. In my head, my heart, my room, at school, my car…everywhere. Did you know I slept with the teddy bear you gave me for our 4 month anniversary? I did. Badass, rocker bitch extraordinaire, daughter to Raife Davies slept with a teddy bear.

    I figured if I couldn’t have you, maybe having something you gave me was like having a piece of you. There were many nights, I wanted to call you. Or see you. I wanted you to so badly tell me this was all a joke. But it never happened. It wasn’t joke. I had lost you. You were the one god thing in my life I was good at. You were my reason for living. There were days I thought I couldn’t go on. Days I didn’t want to go on. But you were there to hold me and tell me how much you loved me, and would never leave.

    You broke all of your promises to me. You said you were never hurt me. You did. You said you would never leave me. You did. And the fucked up part about it all was that I couldn’t go to my best friend because that was you too. Not only were you my lover, but you were also my best friend. I had no one to turn to. I couldn’t turn to Kyla cause she was with Aiden. I had no one.

    You promised me you would stay when everyone else would leave. You were the one constant thing in my life I could depend on. Maybe that was the problem. Maybe I depended to much on you. Maybe I suffocated you. I never meant to. The only thing I ever wanted for you , Spencer Carlin, was to be happy. I hope now you can be. I don’t want you to blame yourself. I know easier said than done. But it really isn’t your fault. I just didn’t see any reason to go on living.

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    2. I wonder if Kyla slapped her cause that would be what i would do. I’m just so angry at Spencer, and i know that there cant be a happy ending if Ashley is dead so i’m really sad. This story is so well written though. PMS!

    3. Right before…Ashton Kutcher bursts through the doors and yells “You’ve been Punk’d!!!!!”…Am I right?! You write extremely well even though this is sad as hell..Keep it coming!

    5. I wonder if Kyla slapped her cause that would be what i would do. I’m just so angry at Spencer, and i know that there cant be a happy ending if Ashley is dead so i’m really sad. This story is so well written though. PMS!

    6. Right before…Ashton Kutcher bursts through the doors and yells “You’ve been Punk’d!!!!!”…Am I right?! You write extremely well even though this is sad as hell..Keep it coming!

    9. I still don’t feel like spencer really regrets this as much as she should, i wouldn’t have been able to live with myself after asley committed suicide…i wonder what happens next..plz pms

    10. I still don’t feel like spencer really regrets this as much as she should, i wouldn’t have been able to live with myself after asley committed suicide…i wonder what happens next..plz pms

    11. ok that letter made me cry the most i ever have ever… gosh arent u crying when u write this??? i definantly couldnt survive writing that without tearing lol, i cant wait to see what happens, im thinking maybe ashley is still alive b/c they left the casket closed but that letter made it seem real so im not sure… just please POST MORE SOON!!

    12. ok that letter made me cry the most i ever have ever… gosh arent u crying when u write this??? i definantly couldnt survive writing that without tearing lol, i cant wait to see what happens, im thinking maybe ashley is still alive b/c they left the casket closed but that letter made it seem real so im not sure… just please POST MORE SOON!!

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