Selfish reasons…. That’s what I do. That’s what I’ve been doing. I don’t even think about how I’m hurting the people I corrupt. How their life probable would have been so much better if I never came around.

Why did I never question myself? Why didn’t I feel any sort of remorse when I would watch someone get buried?

“It’s too much…” I pull away from her. “The emotions. I can’t understand them. There so strong.”

“It’s going to get better… I promise. I will help you.” She sniffled.

I still don’t get anything.

“Why was making me human, a selfish reason?”

She places both her hands on the sides of my face and looks so deeply into me I feel like she is staring at my soul.

“Because…. I never wanted you to be like me. I became human so I could be with you.”

My eyes widen.

Holy fudge sickles! I think my whole body just went numb.

I’m freaking out! I pull away from her completely and I stand up. She stands up and tries to grab me but I move away. “Explain right now, what the hell is going on!” I yell and accidently trip over Glen’s limp body…. Danm it Blondie!

I flick my hand towards him and he disappears. I think I accidently sent him in the backyard.

Danm my aim is getting bad.

 I start stumbling backwards. Spencer grabs my arm and pulls me to her before I fall.

My body is pressed totally against her. I can feel her heart beating so fast. And then.

It happens. i remember this feeling. That heart beat. How it pounds against my chest.

I lean into her trying to capture every little push her heart makes. I look into her eyes and I see it… her pain…. Everything….

I crash my lips onto hers and I kiss her like I will never do it again.

Everything is so new. So intense. Everything I felt like I was missing since this happened, It was dulled by my grace.

I slowly explore her body as my hands tremble. It’s all so familiar. Every part of her, I know I felt before.

She knows I need this. I need her. I need to remember. I trace my tongue on her bottom lip and she allows me to enter.

Her taste confused my new found senses as it covered my tongue. I eased up and broke the kiss completely.

She was panting and her eyes were dark blue. “Spencer….” I sigh as I pull her into me and grab the bottom of her shirt.

“I know…” and then she lifted her arms and I quickly ripped it off of her.

I look her body over and it was so amazing. So intriguing. I remember every little scar that we caused together from being stupid.

I peer at this one scar right above her left breast that I know I caused. I traced it and I understood.

A memory. A understanding pushed itself into my reality.

I remember.

She was whispering in my ear softly as she moved my yellow blouse off my shoulder, leaving trails of kisses down my neck and onto my shoulder.

I remember the intense feeling when her lips connected to my shoulder making me entangled my hand into her hair. She pulled up and looked into my eyes as she continued to unbutton my blouse.

that feeling when my blouse fell to the ground and she placed one hand on my back and the other was slowly moving down my chest until it hooked into my pants.

‘I love you’ she said. Those words brought chills to my body as she continued towards the button of my pants.

I shook my head and I was brought back to Spencer staring at me. I blinked a few times and at that moment I understood.

She was my Angel of Lies, but I was the one that made her feel human. I was the one to make her fall.