“What that isn’t your problem I need you to concentrate on us not the girl you’ve been fucking.” She doesn’t talk just stares at the blanket on my bed plucking at the button “Wait is she in love with you? Are you in love with her?” I asked her frantically standing up and pacing as she sat quietly.

“Ashley say something” I yell to her

“I…I just don’t know anymore Spence” she got up and came towards me and I backed up trying to get her to stop. “I don’t love her but I do care for her, I know she loves me and that is hard for me to hurt her, but I know that I have to so I can be with the one I love!” she said steeping into me grabbing my wait with her hands I tried to pull away but she was to strong “I love you Spencer and I know that better then anything I have ever known in my life, watching you with that bitch tonight made my skin crawl I felt lost and I knew I could never lose you. You are my world!” her eyes never left mine and I knew that she was sincere in her words and I felt it in her touch.

“Ashley I don’t know if I can do this forgive you so easily, when I see you I wan to just hold you and kiss you but when reality comes back into focus I just want to run from you and hide.” I said staring into her eyes, then backing away when I was done

“It will be hard Spencer I know it will I have to earn your trust back, but you have to give me a chance I know that you need me as much as I need you!” she said stepping back into me “I love you Spence and I want to be with you forever” she was holding me now her head on my shoulder her hands rubbing my back. I could smell her shampoo that Ashley smell a mix of cherries and vanilla it made me feel weak in my thoughts. I hear her whisper in my ear and everything that was wrong just melts away “I love you baby, I miss you”

I feel my body relax in her arms I felt like I was home again. I felt her move a little lifting her head and pulling away from my body. I let a little sigh escape when I felt her warmth leave. If I could see her face she would be smiling knowing that I am happy with her holding me. She pushed my hair out of my face and lifted my chin with her other hand. My hands were still on her waist holding on to her so she couldn’t move.

I knew she wanted to kiss me; I was going to let her, it had been so long I have missed her soft lips. She moved closer to me her eyes on mine then wondering down to my lips. I could feel her breathing on my face; she licked her lips and barely graced my lips.

“Spencer are you in here?” a voice yelled from behind the door as it swung open and Ashley quickly moved away.