“ash…this room is…wow…”

“I almost took this one as mine…” she told me

“you should have…”

“yeah…well mine’s better…” she said to me then I went into my bag as she kept bringing my small ones into the room

“I um…I have something for you…”

“you didn’t have to bring me something spence…” she told me

“well…actually, I meant to mail it…or I was going to have Aiden bring it to you when he came to visit…but I kept it, and I dunno…I guess I held onto it because I had this feeling if I sent it then we’d really be over…but now you have Blaire so…I guess it’s one of those things I have to do…” I told her handing her an envelope with her address and name on the front of it then she opened it “…wait…um, please don’t read it in front of me…” I asked her then she looked at me then walked away shutting the bedroom door behind her and left me alone in the bedroom

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It’s weird to think that this little letter could make or break my relationship with Blaire. So, do I open it? Or keep it sealed? It’s Spencer…so I’m going to read it sooner or later…I guess I’m just afraid of what I could say…

Ashley,

I know between you and I both, you’re the writer, but I figured I’d give it a try since my phone calls and messages hardly say half of what I want to tell you…

Ash, if you and I are a story that never gets told, if you are a daydream I’ll never get to hold again, at least you’ll know; you’re beautiful, amazing, funny, annoying, a pain in the ass sometimes and talented. Every little piece love I have for you could never alter because the way I felt when we were together was something I had never felt before. You are an amazing person Ashley Davies, and you’re going to change the world someday…and I bet you don’t even realize it. When you find everything you looked for, I hope one day in the future, whenever it may be, your life leads you back to my door. Even though there is the chance you never come back, I know you’ll find your family and find that amazing career. Just know I will always have that aching spot in my heart for you, regardless of the fact when you read this it’s over between us.