Spencer’s Pov

I spent what seemed like forever trying to get my memory back with no luck. One of the worst parts about it was that school was soon. Very soon and I had no idea what classes to take, who my friends were if I had made any at all, and I had no idea where anything on campus was. I would probably have to retake my classes again if I couldn’t remember what I learned from them in the first place. I sat on the foot of the bed waiting for Ashley to come home. She had to go help Kyla with something at Ashley’s old house and I decided to stay here. A little alone time wouldn’t kill me. Maybe if I was left to my thoughts I could get my memory back. I was looking at the pile of boxes in the corner and decided maybe I should do something about them. There weren’t many, but it was still annoying to look at them every day. I usually like things to be perfectly clean.

I grabbed the smallest box that was on the top and I started sorting through it. It was a lot of books and papers from school. Apparently I was taking film classes. I picked up a small camera and put the box down. I sat on the bed and started watching some of the things I had on video. There was nothing out of the ordinary on here. There was me talking to some girl. I don’t know who she was but for some reason she seemed very familiar. OH, I remember now. That’s my friend Clover. Wait a second. How is it I remember Clover? She was my room mate and my good friend. She was there for me when I was upset over Ashley. Ashley. Ashley was gone. I remember the pain. I was feeling the pain of her being gone all over again. It hurt so bad. It was like she left all over again. The pain felt brand new and fresh. The video was still playing and I looked down to see another girl. Oh my god. It was Contessa. That had to be who was texting me. Technically she was my girlfriend. Nothing ever happened between us, but we were still a couple. I wasn’t into her at all. I was just trying to find some way to stop hurting over Ashley, but it never worked. I never wanted the poor girl. My heart was set on Ashley. Now that I stop and think about it I was so stupid for letting her go. I just felt like she didn’t really care if she was that careless about everything. Really I was the bad guy. I was so stupid. I never told anyone I was dating Ashley Davies. Just Ashley. They wouldn’t have believed me if I told them. She was a newly famous rock star, so of course no one would have believed me. This was too overwhelming. I called my dad to come get me. I just wanted to really be alone right now.