Ashley’s Pov

I wonder if I should have let Spencer off the hook so easily. I would let that girl get away with murder, but she wasn’t as forgiving as Me. She left me for making one careless mistake. She didn’t even try to work it out. She just broke my heart and left. While we were apart she was able to get a new girl. Yeah she said it was her way of dealing with the pain, but I was hurting too and I never even looked at another girl. I’ve always kept so much bottled up. I don’t ever want to lose her again, so I don’t voice my opinions. It’s just hard. I know she loves me, but it isn’t fun to feel like you are the one who loves the other one more. I know she’s my forever, but am I hers? What am I thinking. Of course I am hers. She picked me over the other girl. I’m just being silly. I just don’t like the fact that there was ever another girl in the first place. I wish I could pick her brain for information sometimes. I am good at reading her, but sometimes I wish I knew more.

She was out today. Her dad took her to sign up for classes and I was sitting around the loft being ridiculously bored. My phone rang and it was Jasper. I sat and watched it ring before I decided to answer it.

Ash: “Hello?”
Jas: “Are you ever going to come back to work? You know people would kill to be in your shoes.”
Ash: “I have just had a lot going on lately. I‘ve been too busy to work.”
Jas: “You know this offer wont always be on the table. Then what do you plan on doing for a living?”

He was being annoying, but he did have a point. What would I do if I didn’t have my music?

Ash: “Ok, fine. We can negotiate a contract or something.”
Jap: “I’ll be waiting.”

He hung up on me and I took that as a sign that he wanted me there now. All these record companies cared about one thing. Money. I grabbed my keys and headed to the recording studio. I made a mental note to NOT sign it until I had Spencer with me. I drove for fifteen minutes until I was in the parking lot of the record company. I jerked my sunglasses on top of my head and marched inside with an attitude. I hated working for this man. I didn’t bother stopping to talk to the secretary. I walked past her and straight to Jasper’s office. I didn’t feel like waiting, but I still knocked before I entered.