*sighs*

it’s been six years sense i lost you and not a minute goes by that i dont regreat it so here im standing outside my home but ive never felt so alone

as i walk to the door after a long day of working behind of the set of a movie i hate and it’s boring i hate the actors becouse there so full of themself and that they act like there all big and bad but what hurts the most is that they remind of her of one i let get away the most beaatuiful on this earth Ashley Davies god she was so beautiful and she knew it to but none of that compared to the heart that she had sure in the beggiging we had highs and lows but I still was madly inlove with her that was until "she"showed up

Johnica:hey babe it’s good welcome home

spencer:hey johnica work was crazy today but it’s good be home

(man am i good at lieing ive been doing it for 3 years)

johnica:i have dinner ready if your hungry

 spencer:maybe later babe but right now i need a drink and then im going out to the balcany

 johnica:that bad *smiles*ok then so you want me to join you

 (hell no i dont want to you to join me your not ashley and you never will be)

*fake smile*no babe i just need to be alone but later we can watch a movie together

johnica:ill be wating*kiss spencer on the lips witch spencer never returns*love you

(johnica goes back upstairs)

as i walk over i pour me some wiskey in a glass as i go to our room pick up my ipod then head to the balcany now i dont drink much but when i start think about ashley i go for the wiskey becouse it’s the only the burns my broken heart full of regreat i was so scared back then that ashley was going to break my heart who knew that in the end i was one to end it as i put the headphones in my ears i put on the one song that reminds me of the girl i let walk away