Spencer was the first to reignite the kiss; it was slow and sensual and felt completely natural to both the women. The last thing Spencer wanted to do was make Ashley uncomfortable so she decided to take things completely slowly and let Ashley take lead but after ten minutes and no prompts Spencer was beginning to get a little annoyed.

She began to move her kiss from Ashley’s lips and began her trail down Ashley’s neck spending some time devouring all the spots that she knew drove Ashley wild, in no time at all she heard Ashley moaning her name.

Spencer laid one more kiss on Ashley’s neck then looked up to her adorable girlfriend, her gaze was met with some worried eyes “What’s wrong baby?” she asked worried she had gone to fast.

“I don’t know this just feels so weird….” She sounded like a frightened child.

“Baby you know I am never ever going to hurt you, im never going to make you do anything your not completely comfortable with…. If you want we can just watch a film or something?” Spencer’s heart dropped she wanted nothing more than to kiss away all of Ashley’s pain and make her feel incredible as she once did, but she also wanted to respect Ashley’s needs.

Ashley rose from the bed and told Spencer she would be back in a moment. She walked into the bathroom and locked the door where she fell back against it and began to cry. Her body was crawling from Spencer’s touch and she hated the feeling. Her eyes burned with fresh tears and she began sobbing to herself. She rose from the floor several minutes later and stared at herself in the mirror.

“Pull yourself together Davies, look at you, you’re a mess”

There was a soft tap on the door. Ashley looked at it in turmoil whether to open it or not.

“Ash are you ok? You’ve been in there half an hour…. Do you need anything?”

Ashley continued looking at herself in the mirror. She ran her hands down to her stomach and sighed deeply.

“Spencer, would it be ok if I took a shower?” She spoke to the door, not wanting Spencer to see her this weak.