Yet another Bette and Tina fanfic..Sorry..I started 2 stories before and got bored with them…I figured everyone would forget about them anyway with all of the other stories…sorry about that…but I know I won’t get bored with this one……again, I apologize..Forgive me???


On to the story:

Alice sat and held Tina while she wept..’*****..Why would she do that? she thought to herself.
‘And Candice? That nasty ***** has it coming…’ Alice had silently vowed to reak havik on this girl…….
She rubbed her hand over Tina’s hair..”Tina, are you okay?”
“Why?” yelled Tina…”Why would she do this to me? I thought she loved me, Alice….”
“She does baby..I know she does…we could all see it..”
“Well, I ***** saw it too..but it wasn’t love for me…it was for her..” said Tina as she pointed to the board where she had began to write Candice’s name…
“Don’t be stupid Tina, she does love you…I don’t know why she did this but she does love you..What exactly happened?”
“I saw her, Al..holding hands with Cand…” and her voice stopped as she sobbed loudly….
“That’s all you saw? I mean, there could be an explanation for that…” said Alice as she wiped the tears from Tina’s face.
“What kind of explanation? The only one she ever looked at like that was me…and the only one she touched that way was me…the only explanation there is……….is that she has fucked her..” and Tina cried loudly..
“Baby, I am so sorry…” said Alice…
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After an hour or so, Tina jumped up…” I have to go see her…when I left…everything was so bad…I have questions…and I’m gonna get answers.” she said angrily….
“Tina…………Tina…….” Alice called as Tina opened the door..
Tina stopped in her tracks and turned around, “Yes?”
“Do you want me to come….I mean, do you need reinforcements?”
“No..Thank you Alice…for everything…If I can, I would like to come back here..”
“My door is always open for you Tina, you know that…”
“Thanks…” said Tina as she turned and left…

All the way back home, Tina thought about what had transpired before she had left just hours ago..The fight, the hate slash love *****..Tina biting Bette on the cheek, and then shoving Bette’s fingers into her….she had tried to convince herself that Bette loved her….
Tina pulled into the driveway and turned her headlights off…The house was still dark…the way she had left it….she sat in her car, and watched the front door…as she looked over to the window, she noticed a figure walking around inside…she watched and watched…then noticed another figure…
‘Who is that?’ she thought… She got out of the car and slowly walked up to the door…..she quietly opened it…and heard voices…’I am so sorry…I never meant for this to happen…I should’ve just left you alone…but I kept pushing…I’m so sorry…’ The voice didn’t sound familiar..so she snuck inside and silently closed the door behind her…. as she looked around the corner, she was horrified to see Candice sitting next to Bette on their couch….
‘No..’ she heard Bette say…”I am the one who is sorry…I should’ve stopped it…”
Tina could feel her temperature rising….and she was stomping mad…this woman that had ruined her life in a matter of minutes was now sitting in her living room with her wife….touching and consoling her…’I’ve been gone for a few hours, and Bette calls her….’
Tina looked around the corner to see Candace holding Bette in her arms….she couldn’t take it anymore…she darted around the corner…”Get the ***** away from my wife, you ***** *****…” screamed Tina as she lunged at Candace….Bette stood up and got between them…”Tina, how long have you been standing there?”
“Long enough to hear both of you shoot out a mouth full of bullshit..” screamed Tina.
“I am so sorry, Tina..” said Bette as she tried to touch her..
“Don’t ***** touch me….I have only been gone a few hours and you called her…”
“I called her because I didn’t know who else to call…” said Bette with the look of pain in her eyes…
“Did you have to call her?” asked Tina angrily as she lunged for Candace again…
“I think you should leave now…” Bette told Candace.
“Yea, And if you ever come around here again…I will ***** kill you…Do you hear me?” Tina screamed at Candace..”You have ruined my life, what else do you ***** want?”
“Tina, please.” said Bette..
“Don’t *****….Just don’t….” said Tina..
Candace walked towards the door, but before she got there, she turned and looked at Tina and Bette, “I am so sorry…I never meant…”
“Get the ***** out…” screamed Tina…
“Tina!” yelled Bette.
Tina flung around, “You…you fucked that?”
“Tina…you are mad, please calm down….” said Bette as she moved towards her….
“Don’t ***** tell me to calm down…when you were ***** her….did you calm down?” said Tina…
“Tina, please…let’s talk…but not like this… sreaming and yelling at eachother…”
“How many times, Bette?”
“Tina, I don’t want to hurt you…” said Bette.
“You have already hurt me…I can’t possibly hurt any more than I am now…Now, I asked you how many times?”
“Tina…”
“Bette….just answer the ***** question…” screamed Tina.
“Okay, okay…twice..”
Tina looked down and sobbed…”You couldn’t do it once, but you had to go back for another time, too?”
“I am so sorry…”
‘Well, exactly how long has this been going on?” Tina screamed in between sobs.
“It only happened twice….” said Bette..” I am so sorry, T..”
“Don’t call me that…” said Tina….
“T, I didn’t mean for this to happen.” said Bette as she cried.”I said not to call me that..and you didn’t mean for what to happen? To do this or to get caught?” asked Tina…
“To do this to you….to us…”
“There is no us anymore, you have managed to ruin that.”
“Tina, please….I love you with all my heart..we can work this out..please don’t leave me…”
“Leave you? You left me..You ***** left me at home and went out to ***** her…let’s get this right Bette.”
“No..I didn’t leave you….I love you…and I can’t breath without you… Tina, please…I am begging you..”
“Bette, I am not sure what’s going on right now..matter of fact, I am not even sure why I came here in the first place…I just needed answers, I guess.I certainly didn’t want to come in and see you and that ***** sitting on our couch huddled up…All I wanted was answers, not alot more questions….”
“Please, if that’s why you came back, then I will answer any questions that you may have…if you will just stay here with me.”
“I’m not sure that I want to stay here……..with you…”
“Please…Tina…sit..” said Bette as she walked over to the sofa..and sat down…
Tina went and sat………at the opposite end of the sofa.
“What do you want to know?” asked Bette as she softly cried..
“I want to know what happened? When did things get so bad, that you had to do this?” asked Tina
“Stress, I guess is the reason for it…It wasn’t you…it wasn’t Candace….It was me…I lost all control..”
“Yea, no kidding…” said Tina…”Even earlier tonight…what were you thinking? You practically tried to rape me.”
“I don’t know..I guess I thought that I could make love to you…show you that I love you…not anyone else..
“Candice, u mean?”
“Anyone else, Tina..I only love you…nobody could every replace you…”
“You tried to replace me….” said Tina angrily..
“No..” said Bette as she scooted closer to Tina..
“I could never replace you…didn’t you hear what I just said?”
“And I could never replace you…but what you have done can’t be fixed…Without trust, we have nothing…I have to get the ***** out of here….” said Tina as she stood up…
“Wait, baby..I thought you wanted to talk…”
“I can’t do this right now…I thought I could…but I can’t……I’ll call you later…” said Tina as she walked towards the door.
“Please, T….don’t leave me…” cried Bette as she got up and ran to Tina…she pulled her into an embrace and held tight, never wanting to let go…
“Get back, Bette” said Tina as she pushed Bette away…..” don’t touch me…I’ve already told you that….” and Tina turned around.
“Tina….”
“Go take a shower Bette, you smell like that *****…..” and Tina left…
Bette just fell to the floor crying. The closer Tina got to her car, the louder the cries came….she couldn’t stand to hurt Bette like this…but Bette had hurt her.
More than she would ever know…..

TBC…………..