It’s the same thing every morning his noisy antics and loudness wake me, then he leaves a big mess in the kitchen for me to clean up. As I start cleaning the kitchen I wonder "why is it that I am with this guy?".  

      The Kitchen is now clean and the house Is tidy I decide to have a cup of coffee as I am making out my grocery list. After washing my empty cup I head out to get supplies. As I wander around the store I think back to when David and I first met ten years ago. I remember him having the bluest eyes I have ever seen and his curly blonde hair made him look quite handsome. I agreed to date him cause he asked me and noone wants to be alone and lonely right? i remember our first kiss we were walking through the park at night time the stars and full moon were out (sounds romantic) yet as he pressed his lips against mine I din’t feel any butterflies in my stomach and I didn’ see any fireworks…..but…that ONLY happens in movies and THIS is real life those kind of things just don’t happen outside of tv and movies.

      Arriving home with my arms full of groceries. I stumble through the front door and manage to maintain my balance. I head into the kitchen and proceed to put all the goodies away. I get everything put away just as the twins arrive home from school. I greet my kids and send them to do their homework. David arrives home just as I finish setting the table for dinner.

Andrew and Rachel help me clean up and do the dishes after dinner then I allow them to go play in their room till bedtime. David is sitting on the sofa so I sit beside him. After 5 minutes of seeing this show my interest is lost. I lean closer to david and kiss his cheek, he smiles so i gently brush my lips against his. David chuckles "I am watching my show now we can do this later". "Ok " I say as I walk away and leave him to his boring show.

      I finish my online banking and tuck Andrew and Rachel into bed for the night. I come back downstairs and David’s show is now finished he walks up to me and gives me a peck on my lips. I press myself closer to him and run my tongue against his lips. David pulls away laughing "not right now I am tired I gotta go to bed" he says. "Ok" I say as I walk to my computer again feeling frustrated. I can remember times when HE was the one requiring attention.

   FLASHBACK many years ago…..

      David walks into our bedroom after his shower wearing only towel. He sees me lying in bed and says "lets do it". "I have a terrible headache" I say "can you go without it for one day"? "come one" he says "it will get rid of your headache". So i let him have his way with me as usual and now he is rolled over snoring…..but….I still have my headache only now I am wide awake and cannot sleep. I really hate this feeling.

TBC???