Bette stood on the outside of the bathroom door trying to compose herself. Even though she appeared to have completely dominated Tina in there, on the inside she was a wreck. I just fucked Tina in a club bathroom and left her in there with her pants down. Good job Bette, you have probably destroyed any chance you ever had of getting back with her, Bette thought. She really had to fight the urge to run back in there and take Tina in her arms and apologize. Tonight has just been a total mess.

>>

Tina stood there shocked just staring at the door. What in the ***** just happened? she wondered. One minute she had Bette right where she wanted her. She was in total control and running the whole situation. Then the next she had become a casualty, chewed up and spit out and left half naked in a bathroom. I think Ive destroyed any chance of Bette ever respecting me again. Tina, what were you thinking? she asked herself.

Just then someone opened the door.

Oh excuse me, I didnt see you standing there, the stranger said.

Tina had to shake off her thoughts. No problem. I was just trying to get myself straightened back up. You know how it is.

Yeah girl I do, the stranger responded walking into a stall.

Tina walked over to the full length mirror to make sure she at least looked halfway decent. She didnt want to walk back out to the table with that just fucked look thing going on. She straightened her shirt around to cover the cleavage that was now jutting out of the top, and zipped her pants up. Luckily she had worn plenty of hairspray, so her hair wasnt too misplaced. She walked over to the sink and washed her hands. That made her think about Bette. She is out there with me all over her hand and fingers. The thought alone turned Tina on again. What have you done to me Bette? Well at least I know you wont be touching Layla again tonight.

>>

Bette had finally made her way back to the table. Everyone just looked at her and didnt say a word. Well everyone except Alice.

Where is Tina, Bette?

Bette turned around and starting looking around like she was surprised Tina wasnt with her.

She should be out in a minute. I thought she was right behind me, Bette lied.

Is she okay? Dana finally spoke up.

Bette just looked at her and smirked. Thats something her woman should be asking me?

Bette looked around the table and didnt see Carlie. Where did Carlie go?

She left about 5 minutes ago. When you two didnt come straight back out, she grabbed her coat and left, Dana said sipping on the drink in her hand.

Oh *****. This is not going to be pretty, Bette thought to herself. She looked around to see if Layla was still there and she was. Layla was just staring at Bette. She didnt look angry or upset, just concerned. Bette went over and sat down beside her.

She leaned in, I am so sorry Layla, Bette said apologetically.

Layla just looked down. Its okay Bette. I had a feeling it was going to come to this.

I know, but Im still sorry that you had to be involved in all of this.

Bette, its alright, she said patting Bettes leg.

This was an awkward moment for Bette. She knew she was attracted to Layla and that she was probably one of the sweetest women she had ever met in her life, but the dynamics of her and Tinas relationship still had to be hammered out. There was so much still up in the air. She wasnt sure if tonights events had fractured their relationship permanently or if there was still hope. It was obvious that Tina still desired her. Thats no longer a question, Bette thought to herself looking down at the hand that had been inside of Tina. But that did not mean that they still had a future together.

Bette sat her untainted hand on Laylas arm. I am so glad that you are with me tonight. I dont know how I would have handled all of this if you werent here.

Layla just smiled. Im glad Im here with you too. But now you owe me at least two drinks.

Bette grinned nodding her head in agreement. Bette shouted out, Next round on me ladies.

The whole group yelled out in approval of Bettes offer.

Thats what the ***** Im talking about, Alice screamed downing the last corner of alcohol in the glass she was holding. Hey get that cute waitress with the fat ***** back over here so she can take my order.

Bette just shook her head and motioned for the waitress to come over. After taking everybodys order and receiving a pinch on her butt from Alice, she left to go put their order in. Just as she walked off, Tina got back to the table. When she sat down she made sure she made no eye contact with Bette. That would be the last thing she needed.

Hey Tina, you just missed the drink order. And Bette is paying too, Dana tried to scream over the music.

Oh Bettes paying huh. No thank you, Tina said coldly.

Where is Carlie at? Tina asked looking around.

Nobody spoke.

Excuse me. Is everybody deaf now? Where is Carlie? she demanded

She left about 10 minutes ago Tina, Dana said.

Oh my God was all Tina could think. She didnt want to hurt Carlie. She had been so gentle and patient with Tina when they first got together. She didnt pressure her into a relationship. It just had blossomed into one. She held Tina when she cried at night. She had put up with all her mood swings, and still found a way to love Tina. But the fact of the matter was Carlie was a rebound love for Tina. The inside of Tina was longing for Bette. She missed her smile. The way she would rub her feet. The late night slurpie runs. She even missed Bettes mood swings. But never did she want to hurt Carlie.

How did she get home? I drove us here, Tina asked

Dont know. She must have took a cab, Dana said.

Ladies its been nice but I have to go, Tina said gathering up her things.

Come on and stay Tina. Carlies a big girl, Alice said trying to pull Tina back down.

Stop it Alice. I need to find her.

Okay, okay. No need to get testy, Alice said pulling both her hands back as if she were surrendering.

Bette was just staring at Tina the whole time. She could see the concern on Tinas face for Carlie. A part of her wished that Carlie would just vanish off the face of the earth, but she knew that wasnt the answer for her and Tina.

When Tina got all her things together she just waved at hand at all of them.

Ill talk to you later Alice and Dana. They both just waved their hands back. Tell Shane Ill see her later too. See you Mimi and Ivy and nice to meet you Kim and Vee. She looked at Layla and nodded her head. When her eyes got to Bette, she didnt let them linger. She tried to not look hurt, but she knew she wasnt doing a good job at it. She just turned and walked away.

Bette watched her make her way through the crowd until she couldnt see her anymore. She had already begun to regret everything that had happened tonight, but it was done now. She had made her bed and she would have to lie in it.

A couple minutes later the waitress returned with all their drinks. Bette gave her credit card to the waitress and she walked off. Everybody seemed to get rejuvenated with fresh drinks in front of them. They all were laughing and making utter fools of themselves. Dana had stood up in her chair and started dancing.

Get down before you fall, Bette said warning Dana.

Aww, lighten up Porter. Let your hair down a little, Dana said continuing to get down with her bad self.

Okay, but when youre flat on your back, Im going to say I told you so, Bette scolded.

Dana stuck out her tongue and kept dancing.

Bette and Layla looked at each other and smiled.

When the song went off the DJs voice came blaring through the speakers.

Okay Ladies. The moment you have all been waiting for has arrived. Tonight we have a special guest that is going to tear the house down. You all know her well and tonight she is continuing her comeback here at Milk. I want you to give it up for West Hollywoods own, the lovely Kit Porter.

The whole place erupted into applause, cheers and whistles. When Kit came out she bowed to the audience. Bette was sitting there beaming. Proud that Kit was back performing again, and also because she hadnt seen or talked to her in months. When the crowd settled down, Kit turned to her band to cue them to start playing. She beautifully sang 4 songs. The one that she had shot a video for with Slim Daddy and three new songs off the cd she was putting together. After her set was finished, Alice was screaming at the top of her lungs, Thats my best friends sister right there. Yeah thats right. Kit noticed Alice from up on stage and smiled and waved at her. When she was through she made her way over there.

Girl you are crazy, Kit said hugging Alice.

Oh my God Kit, that was wonderful, Dana joined in.

Thanks Dane.

It didnt sound all that good to me, Bette said not cracking a smile.

I know that is not my missing in action baby sis that is not giving me any props.
Bette stood up and smiled. Kit walked over and gave her a hug.

Girl, I missed you.

I missed you too Kit.

Im glad to see you are out and about again. You know weve got to talk right, Kit said sternly

Yes I do, and I will call you before the weekend is over. I dont want to talk about it right now though.

Okay sis, but if you dont call me, Im going to come over and kick in your door.

And youll be paying to get it fixed, Bette said bucking her eyes open.

Bette then turned to Layla who had been sitting there patiently.

Kit I want you to meet a new friend of mine.

Layla stood up.

Kit this is Layla. Layla this is Kit. She is a huge fan of yours.

Layla stuck her hand out for Kit to shake it. Like Bette said, I am a big fan of yours. I would not have thought Bette would have been related to such a talented person, she said shooting a look a Bette.

Bette opened her mouth like she was hurt at the statement.

Kit laughed at the exchange and broke in, Girl please, I dont shake hands with my fans.

Layla stood there shocked.

I give them hugs, Kit said holding her arms out. Layla walked over and they embraced for a few seconds.

Hey, hey, hey, Bette said. Are you trying to have both Porter sisters? Bette said playing.

Layla winked at Bette, ***** yeah. Kit and Bette both laughed.

Well ladies I gotta go back to my dressing room. Ill be back out to join yall in a few.

All of them said okay and Kit walked away.

Your sister is beautiful just like you, Layla said.

Oh please. Im way more pretty than her, Bette joked.

Layla just smiled and went back to her drink.

Layla, I think Im going to go home. Do you want to go with me?

Humm. I dont know if I should.

Id understand if you didnt, Bette said sadly.

Well it wouldnt be because I dont want to, I just have to get packed and get ready to leave out tomorrow. I have a feeling if I went to your house I wouldnt leave tonight, Layla said raising an eyebrow.

Well I definitely couldnt guarantee youd make it back home either, Bette said seductively.

I would love nothing more, but I really do have to get my things together. I actually need to be leaving here myself.

Do you have a ride or do you want me to take you? Bette offered.

I rode with Vee and Kim, Ill be alright.

Bette just continued to stare at Layla.

Are you sure again you dont want to go home with me? Going once, going twice, going, going.

Gone, Layla finished.

Damn. At least I tried. Will I see you before you leave?

Of course Bette. Theres no way I would leave without saying goodbye.

Well then I guess Ill see you tomorrow.

Okay. They both stood up and hugged. Bette kissed Layla on the cheek and waved goodnight to everyone.

I know youre not leaving Bette? Alice jumped in.

Yes I am Alice, Bette quipped.

Youre such a ***** party pooper. Youre like an old hag. Its only 1:00, the partys just getting started.

I guess Im just gonna have to ***** all over your party because Im tired. Ive been up since 9 something this morning. My bed is calling me.

She leaned down to Layla, Its calling you too if you want to join me.

Stop it Bette. I dont need you to tempt me, Layla said.

Okay. I thought Id try one last time, Bette said smiling.

Alice, tell Kit Ill talk to her tomorrow.

Okay, Alice said without looking up.

Bette said goodbye again and made her way out of the club.

>>

On the ride back to her house Bette really didnt want to think about all that happened with Tina tonight. She knew it was a disaster, and she didnt have a clue as to how she was going to fix it. Thats just another thing Ill have to face tomorrow she thought to herself. When she turned on the street to her house she could see a car sitting in her driveway. Who the ***** is at my house at this time of night? Bette wondered. The closer she got she could tell it was Tinas car. She didnt pull in behind her, she just parked on the curb. When she looked towards the house she saw Tina sitting on the porch.

What the Bette said out loud. She quickly put her car in park and jumped out. Before she got to her she could hear Tina sobbing.

Tina? Bette said in a questioning tone. Are you okay?

Tina just started crying harder. Bette walked up to her and lifted her face up. Tears were streaming down Tinas face.

Tina whats wrong? Are you hurt?

Tina just sat there. Her shoulders were jerking up and down she was crying so hard.

Tina, baby, talk to me. What happened?

Trying to talk, Tina opened her eyes.

Everythingis..so.fuckedup, Tina said fighting through her sobs.

Bette brought Tina in her arms.

Everything is going to be okay baby. Its going to be alright. Trust me.

Bette pulled Tina back so she could look at her face. She brushed back the hair that was hanging over Tinas eyes. They were bloodshot red and her mascara had left streaks down both of her cheeks. Bette took her thumbs and broke the stream of tears that were falling down Tinas face. She was so worried about Tina.

I love you T. Let me make it better. Let me try. I cant take this anymore. Please, Bette begged.

Tina just put her arms around Bettes neck. Bette stood both of them up without breaking the embrace.

I refuse to live another day without you Tina. Please come back home. Enough is enough, Bette whispered in Tinas ear.

Tina just held Bette tighter.

Lets go in the house T.

Tina loosened her grip on Bette and tried to wipe the remaining tears she had still running down her face.

Bette took Tinas hand. With the other hand she reached into her purse and got her keys out and opened the door. She pushed the door open with her foot and let Tina go in first. When they both got in Bette closed the door and sat everything on the floor. Keys, purse, coat and all, in one pile. She took Tinas coat off too and sat it in the same pile. She grabbed Tina by the hand and took her straight to the bedroom.

At this point Tina was at the mercy of Bette. She was emotionally spent and all she knew was that she needed to be with Bette right now.

Bette didnt turn on any lights. It was already bright enough in the room because of the full moon outside. She could see Tinas silouhette and that was all she needed. She pulled the comforter back on the bed to expose the sheets and turned back to Tina. She slid Tinas shirt over her head and unbuttoned her pants. Bette rotated Tina a bit so she could sit her on the bed. She knelt down and pulled each shoe off of Tinas feet then reached up and grabbed the sides of Tinas pants so she could slide them off. Tina raised up so Bette could get them off easily. Tina was down to her bra and panties. Bette grabbed both of Tinas legs and put them on the bed.

She just looked at Tina not saying a word. All she wanted to do was protect Tina. It was almost instinctive to her. She discarded all her clothes down to her underwear and climbed in the bed on the other side. She reached over to Tina and brought her into her arms. They molded into each others body. Nothing was spoken. The only thing they heard was the sound of their breathing. At this moment Bette had no desire to make love to Tina. She just wanted to lay there and hold her all night. She just wanted to take the pain away. Maybe, just maybe, they could get back on the path to reconcilliation. They both had so many regrets, and tonight was one of them, but hopefully they could start anew. But that would come in the morning. Tonight Bette just wanted to make sure Tina was safe. Tomorrow they would hopefully begin work on a new relationship.