Okay, its been a while since we last visited Madison and Zoe. Chapter 17 of the series to be precise. If youre lazy like me and dont want to go back and read the chapter here is a brief synopsis:
Zoe confessed to being in an abusive relationship while in school and then fell asleep in Madisons arms. Later that afternoon we learn that Zoe was part of a retaliation plan by one of Madisons ex-girlfriends but has indeed really found herself falling for the lovely Madison Kennard. We rejoin the action now as Madison prepares a romantic dinner for Zoe.

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Madison returned to the apartment around 5 with the groceries she needed for dinner. She quickly put together the salad of mixed greens, gorgonzola cheese, and walnuts and put it in the refrigerator for later. She got out a large pot and filled it with water for the linguine and cleaned the shrimp. Finally, she chopped up some garlic for the shrimp dish as well as some for the garlic bread. She sliced the Italian bread and spread butter on both sides, then sprinkled the chopped garlic liberally down both sides as well. Finally she wrapped the bread in aluminum foil and placed it in the oven. She wasnt going to start dinner until Zoe arrived because the actual cooking part of the meal would only take 20 to 30 minutes. Madison looked at the clock and realized she had just enough time to set the candles up in the room and take a quick shower.

As she made her way into the shower Madison realized she had butterflies in her stomach. She wanted to show Zoe through actions, not words how she felt about her. She was falling in love with Zoe but knew she needed to take it slow with her. *****, it had been 3 months and Madison didnt know how much longer she could wait. Madison knew Zoe was worth it but a girl has needs. I wonder how long momma B waited for my mom? Ill have to ask her on Wednesday night when Im there for dinner. That should be quite the icebreaker!

She stepped into the hot shower and let the water caress her shoulders. Madison carried all her pent up stress and anxiety in her shoulders. Sometimes her muscles would tighten to the point where she couldnt turn her head and she would be in agony for days. She needed a release soon or she would have one of her episodes, that much she was certain of. Madison lathered up the soap and began to slowly wash her body, her hands making there way past her neck to her *****. She spent a few minutes caressing her *****, circling the areolas and finally pinching each nipple, slowly torturing herself . Her breathing deepened as her hands started their journey downward as if they had a mind of their own. She thought of Zoe, how soft her skin felt when she had held her in her arms just hours ago. She remembered the smell of her shampoo when she nuzzled her neck and took in a deep breath. Oh god, I cant wait to make sweet love to you Zoe, I need to taste you, put my tongue deep inside of you and find the spot that will make you scream my name. Madisons right hand had found its way to her ***** and as she said those words out loud her fingers did to her what she wanted to do to Zoe with her tongue. She had braced herself against the wall opposite the shower head, her middle finger slowly moving in and out, touching her G spot with every stroke in, and her ***** with every stroke out. The water was pulsing down on her and her breath was coming in shallow gasps. Before she knew it the physical sensations combined with her thoughts of Zoe to bring her to an intense *****. She stood still letting the water wash over her, getting the strength back in her legs. After a few minutes she finished washing and shampooing her hair. She exited the shower refreshed and relaxed but determined that tonights little episode of self gratification would be her last.

The door bell rang just as she was pulling on a pair of jeans and tight t-shirt that accented her *****. Well, her goes, no pressure Madison. Yeah right!

Madison opened the door and was stunned to see her Aunt Shane standing there instead of Zoe.

Aunt Shane, what are you doing here?

Hey, just stopping by to say hello, I was in the neighborhood. Bad time?

No, well, yes actually. Im expecting someone for dinner.

At that point Shane had made her way into the apartment and noticed the candles setup around the dining room and living room.

Someone special I see. motioning to the candles.

Aunt Shane! Really. Madison exclaimed.

So I guess you dont want to talk about it.

Madison just stood there totally flustered and not sure why. What was the big deal. She could talk to her aunt about this. As she stood lost in thought, she felt her shoulder muscles tightening up again.

Earth to Madison. Hey, you okay? asked Shane.

Madison snapped to attention. Yeah, Im alright lets sit down I want to talk to you about something. They made their way over to the couch each taking an end, both turning to face one another. Shane slouched down, her trademark slouch, the one that made her look so cool.
How do you do that?

Do what?

Manage to always look so cool and relaxed.

Years of practice. Its all a faade.

A faade? You mean youre really not as relaxed as you seem?

Nothing is what it seems. Everyone has a game face, even you and you know exactly what Im talking about.

But Aunt Shane, youve always looked this way. Ive never seen anything but this. Who gets to see the real you?
Julie. She is the only one that gets to see me sans the faade. Tina, Bette, Dana and Alice have seen the real me but only for moments in time. Enough to know who I am. It was always hard for me to let my guard down because I feared getting hurt. But what I learned is that you need to show your emotions and let people in. Its the only way to find love. People sense when your holding back and in turn they hold back too. You have to allow yourself to be vulnerable and let that special someone see you for who you really are. You cant play forever Madison, youll end up lonely and alone. Take it from me I know.

Ive met someone.

No *****. said Shane, breaking out into a big smile.

Yeah, no *****. Madison laughed. Ive been seeing her for 3 months now. The first night we met she called me on my player status. No one ever did that before. Anyway, I havent been with anyone else since our first night together.

So the ***** is good?

Getting right to the point arent we?

Well, if its not it wont last.

Madison looked away for a second and then met her aunts eyes. In a quiet voice she said we havent slept together yet.

Oh boy, youve got it bad. Sounds like when Bette met Tina.

Funny you should say that. I was wondering how long Bette waited for my mom.

Youll have to ask them for the exact timeline but I know that Bette was climbing the walls. She was head over heals in love and had never been before, nor was she accustomed to waiting to get laid. You know people talk about me and my reputation but they conveniently forget about Bettes. But thats another story. So have you told this woman how you feel?

I was about to but then she told me she had been in an abusive relationship. Now I know why she wanted to take things slow. I dont want to scare her off by professing my love.

So what is tonight about? Youve obviously gone to a lot of trouble here. Dinner, candlelight, were you just going to seduce her? That would be a mistake.

Actually seducing her wasnt my intention. I just wanted to have a romantic evening, show her I could take care of her. I know I need to let her come to me.

Well good then sounds like you didnt need my advice after all.

Madison reached over and put her hand on top of Shanes. Actually I did and I needed someone to talk to about this so thanks Aunt Shane.

One more piece of advice then?

Sure, why not?

Lots of cold showers help!

Madison picked up a nearby throw pillow and launched it at Shane. The two of them were giggling with laughter when the doorbell rang. Madison froze for a second as her nerves got the best of her.

Madison, the doorbell, are you going to get it?

*****, Im so nervous.

Take a nice deep breath and let it out. Its going to be fine. Now go answer the door so I can meet the woman that has captured my nieces heart.