Its been 3 days since Shane last saw Carmen at the restaurant.


As shane got home from a long day at WAX she was exhausted. But she didn’t want to stay home and think of Carmen all night so she decided to go out. She went to a bar that was a couple of blocks away from her house. When she arrived at the bar she started drinking heavily. It seemed like everytime Carmens face would come to her mind she would drink another shot. Within 15 minutes she had 18 shots of tequila. Shane was very drunk and vulnerable. She knew that if she didn’t get carmen back she would lose her mind. And she knew that no matter how much she drank, Carmens face would still haunt her. As she left the bar she started to head home. Everything was very blurry and she couldn’t keep her mind straight. She didn’t want to go home but she has no where else to go. So she decided to go to Carmens house.

After a long night at a DJ-ing gig carmen came home and went straight to bed. But she couldn’t fall alseep. She thought about the first time she met shane. She kept asking herself why was she so drawn to shane. Sure shane is beautiful but you see beautiful people everyday, so why was shane so different. She thought why did it have to end like this. Why is my heart so broken. And why did I have to fall in love with shane. Still laying in bed carmen saw bright lights come into her room. Someone had parked in her driveway. She got up to see who it was and she saw Shane. Her mind started to race, she thought at first I should just not answer the door but than she figured she’d let shane say what she had to say. As shane walked to the door she was stumbling everywhere. Carmen realized Shane was drunk. When shane knocked at the door, Carmen answered.

“Shane what are you doing here, its 3 in the morning.” Carmen said with an annoyance in her voice. ”

I just need to see your face. I cant stop thinking about you and its driving me crazy. I can’t live my life if your not in it Carmen. I need you”.

Carmen wanted nothing more than to be with shane. But she was tired of feeling hurt. She knew her and shane were meant to be together but time will have to heal the pain. Carmen began to lash out at shane. ”


“Why did you have to leave me at the altar. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. Wasnt that enough shane I mean was it just too horrible for you to think that maybe we could actually be together forever”. Carmen started to feel tears coming to her eyes but she knew she couldnt cry. Every since she met Shane she’s learned how to hide her tears pretty well.

“Carmen I never wanted to hurt you. I didn’t marry you because I didn’t want to fuck up your life because thats what i am and will always be a fuck up. I love you with all my heart and I know that your the only one meant for me. Even if it takes you years to forgive me, I’m willing to wait. You’ve changed my life for the better my life meant nothing until you came along and I’m so thankful to have you in my life Carmen.” As of now Shane couldn’t even stand straight.  Carmen didn’t know what to say or do. She knew it would take alot more than shane coming to her house drunk at the 3 in the morning to make everything okay.


” Lets just take things slow and see what happens. But i’m going to take you home because your not in any shape to drive, you can come back tommorrow to get your car.” Shane just nodded her head and when into carmens car.

As they pulled up to shanes house Carmen helped shane inside and got her to bed.  She sat there watching shane fall asleep. She sat next to shane and pulled her hair away from her eyes. She always loved taking care of Shane because it made Carmen feel like she needed her.  Carmen just sat there looking around and thought of how great she felt everytime she woke up next to Shane. She even missed just being next to Shane. She watched shane sleep peacefully for a little while and decided to leave. As she left she kissed Shane on the lips and said ” I need you too”. As Carmen left the house she realize she needed Shane more than ever.