DIARY OF A STUDENT – CHAPTER SIXTEEN

****2 months later**************************************

Dear diary,

Today, weds day, is the day that we get the results from the DNA-tests. I’m nerves but Carey is just CRAZY nerves. I hope she is my mother and Thad we can continue to get to know each other. I always missed a mother-type. My dad had a lot of girlfriends but none of them stayed with him and took care of us. Now I know why she did it I want daddy to come home so we can talk. We haven’t heard from him in two months or so. He just left with a note that he would miss us and that he was away for ‘work’. He does that often and doesn’t let us know but he is always back after a moth a half at most. He is a grown up man and can take care of himself but maybe something happened? He doesn’t call or text and I begin to worry. If he isn’t back in a week I’m going to the police and report him missing.

OKAY… A happier topic now.

The kids are 10 weeks. 2 moths a half. I can’t believe it sometimes. It goes so fast… They follow toys with their eyes and sometimes the lift their head to the toy. Grace is bigger than her brother and if we help her a little she can sit on our laps, Johnny is trying but his head is a little too heavy for him I suppose .LOL. This may sound cruel but nobody reads this diary… I’m happy that Mr. Green was black. My kids have almost the same color than me. It’s important for me in some way. I’m their mother but there isn’t a biological connection, so I like it when they look a little like me. I love both of my kids. They are amazing.

Tomorrow is schooldays but Friday is SCHOOLFREE, Tina has gone to school since a month and the baby’s stay with a nanny. So on Friday, Tina, Nikki, Kit, Alice, Shane, Molly, Jenny, Helena, Dylan, Tasha and Max (new transsexual friend) go to do a bike ride for breast cancer. We stay the night on a camping. Tina and I are happy to be together and with our friends without the kids. We love them, we do but sometimes we just want a little time alone. The only thing is: We are only in a tent and I don’t want Alice to hear us again, it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO embarrassing. Tina was angry at first but then we made Al blush (WONDER!) and it got to be a nice night. Alice is now dating with Tasha. Tasha calms Alice down a bit (WONDER 2). They are cute together. Helena and Dylan are still together and they are still good. Molly and Shane are together as well but they decided on an open relationship. I see that Molly just did that to keep Shane. I hope they will last because they have a connection. Kit and her boyfriend Angus are great two. Angus is our Nanny actually. Manny is a better word. Jenny is fooling around with someone named Nikki. Nikki is a nice girl but she is a little to ‘Chi-Chi’ for me. Whatever. They need to be happy. Max has a boyfriend named Tom, he’s an interpreter but the women he works for, Jodi, is a bitch. She loves herself to much I guess.

A moth and a half the kids often come to my house and stay. It’s really fun and Carey is so good with them. His girlfriend named Queen (It’s her REAL name, I asked her ID) is good with the kids two. Carey is really fond of Queen and I think Queen isn’t going to break his heart. She is a sweet, beautiful and caring. When it comes to girls my brother and I have the same taste: blond, smart, sweet, not taller than ourselves and gracious.

Tina and I are in a good place but I think that we need some time for ourselves. The bike ride will be a beginning but after those two days I want to go a weekend to Spain or Italy or something. We need to get away from all our friends and our kids. Angus and Kit want to look after the baby’s for three days. Tina feels bad that we leave the kids for three days but I could talk her into it and after some begging and showing what we were going to do most of the time ( ;D), she was really for the idea.

I am sure she’s the love of my life and we made a little time chart about the future:

* Finishing High-School in 5 months.

* Going to University in LA.

* Buying a small apartment near school.

* After 4 years: Finishing University

* Getting a job (both of us)

* Live in the apartment for 2 more years.

*Buy a house

Thad’s how we want our future to look like. The kids will go to school when we are in University, I look forward to it! Grace and John are growing really fast. It’s amazing.

I hear the taxi pulling in our driveway. We have to go and gat the results from the DNA-tests.

XXX

Bette