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Chapter 3
“He’s your French artist friend. What does he have to do with anything?”
“We asked him to be a donor, when Sean didn’t work out.”
“So what happened?”
“He suggested we conceive the baby in the ‘conventional way’ and she suggested we think about it.”
“She wanted to have sex with your friend Jean Paul in order to conceive the baby?”
“She wouldn’t admit that she wanted it but she wasn’t opposed to the idea when he suggested it. When I refused to even talk about it she blew up at me. I’ve never seen her so angry Kit. I have a feeling that she really wanted to do it otherwise her reaction wouldn’t have been so strong.”
“Do you think she was reacting to the failed inseminations? Maybe she was willing to do something selfless in order to make your dream real.”
“Kit she expressed a willingness to have sex with one of our male friends which goes against our core values and convictions. We don’t have the type of marriage that would sanction sleeping with other people even if it were just to conceive a baby. I don’t see this as a selfless act on her part. I see it as a rejection of me as her lesbian partner. Maybe this behavior was brought on by the multiple failed attempts at pregnancy for the first six months using Sean’s sperm, maybe it has all taken its toll and now Tina may have doubts about herself and about us. Bottom line is she’s rejecting the idea of having a family with me and for that reason we’ve decided to hold off even trying. Whether or not we use Marcus’ sperm or find a White donor I can’t see bringing a baby into this situation. I’m not sure we can recover from this or if we ever will.”
Bette had managed to keep it together throughout most of the conversation over dinner but just barely. It was rare for Kit to see Bette so raw and open with her emotions. The older woman sensed they needed to talk some more. Knowing the calming effect that the ocean had on her sister, Kit paid for their meal and arm in arm they walked towards the boardwalk after leaving the restaurant.
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I love your story very much, though sad, it has lighted the debate in my mind about the insecurities and communication in the relationship of our couple; communication is a big part of their failure, Tina has closed herself in her own shell, maybe she is feeling guilty because her pregnancy efforts are not giving results, maybe she feels her partner is not giving her emotional support, maybe she feels Bette is not longer interested in her but just in the baby
And Bette is, just observing, apparently she doesn’t think she has anything to do with the catastrophic situation for which they are going through; she, apparently, already gave up on Tina, thinking the worst of her wife.
Each of them see, for her for own side of the story, they have lost perspective on their relationship and they don’t want to be in the other one shoes, we could say there is none so blind as the one who doesn’t want to see.
I’m thrilled, I want to read what will happen, how they are going to find their way back to each other, Thank you for this update and pps.
Hey Bat, I know I read this story before but I can’t really remember the storyline, there are some bits and pieces I remember but I am not sure if I am mixing it with another story. But it’s all the better so I can enjoy you reposting this story. It’s really hard to stay neutral and to give Tina credit if Bette’s telling Kit about their problems and Tina’s behavior is correct. Don’t worry about any accusation on my part about your portrait of any of Tina or Bette. Looking forward to your next post.