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and it wasnt a dream (XXXI)
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Tina run following Bettes steps. She stopped her as she was opening her car. Bette turned around looking furious and sad. Not a combination easy to forget.
“What now Tina?”
Bettes harsh tone shocked Tina, she still wasnt sure what was going on.
“Bette, what? Why are you mad at me?”
Tinas innocent look only made Bette more furious. She didnt want to fight, she was so ready to have a beautiful dinner with her. This took her by surprise and the old Bette was getting into her. She didnt want to face whatever it was going on in the old Bette way but finding the calm, new Bette was being difficult to her.
Taking a deep breath Bette turned to look back at Tina.
“Are you trying to hurt me T? is that so?”
Tina was losing her patient, she didnt know what Bette meant. She looked at her and then around, maybe she was joking, she hoped for a very brief moment.
“What are you talking about Bette?”
“Tina, I saw you”
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Tina looked behind her, looked around and then looking back at the Planet she realized what was all about.
“Oh, that…”
“Oh that? Is that all you have to say Tina?”
Tina was furious now. Shed understand Bettes confusion from what she thought she saw between Jack and her but the tone she was using questioning her was getting on her nerves.
You know Bette, you have no right to ask, or being precise you have no right to presume here.
Tinas calm tone surprised Bette. She was ready to fight, to yell even, but she wasnt ready for Tinas surrender. Bettes silence only made Tina more angry. Looking at her mute face she turned around walking back to the Planet.
Bette realizing that Tina was waling away a few seconds later , run after her. She took her by her arm making her to turn facing her.
“Thats it? You give up?”
“What you want from me Bette?”
Bette could not resist the look on Tinas face, her hair all messy around it. Bette removed a lock of hair that was over her eyes, tucking in behind her ear.
“I want us to talk.”
Tina sighed, unable to talk.
Ook. She said after a few seconds that were weeks to Bette.
Bette smiled shyly and taking Tinas hand in hers walked her to her car.
“Can we go for a walk?”
Tina didnt answer, she just got into Bettes car.
They were on the mountains. It took them more than an hour to get there. All the ride they were quiet, enjoying each others company. On the contrary of what they expected they didnt feel tense with each other. They just let the mood go away and enjoy the ride. Tina dozed a little and Bette took the opportunity to check her out. It took her a few minutes to realize what she was wearing, God! She thought. She could not stop a smile on her face realizing what it meant, just the same as her own outfit.
MG why this has to be so difficult!. Bette was starting to see things with other perspective. Looking at Tina while trying not to lose control of the car, made her realize many things. She started thinking about Tina. The real Tina. The Tina that she knew, the Tina that she hurt. And then filling in Tinas shoes she saw clearly what was going on. She understood Tina, the new Tina. But that didnt make her feel any better about the whole misunderstanding with the women who danced with her at the club.
They finally got there. It was chilly outside but not enough to be uncomfortable. They walked the old path they knew so well. It was not a coincidence that Bette drove all the way there. It was one of the first walks they share at the beginning of their courtship.
They walked in silence for a while and then Tina took Bettes hand.
“Its not what you think it is Bette.”
Bette didnt say a word, she was going to let Tina talk. She wanted to listen.
“She is a friend Bette. A very good friend”
Bette looked at Tina, jealousy all over her eyes.
“T, I saw how she touched you. I saw how your body reacted to that touch.”
“I know Bette.”
Bette was starting to feel lost again. What you mean you know? She thought. But she didnt want to pressure Tina, she wanted to hear what she had to say.
“I saw how she looked at you last night T. I saw how you danced with her.”
Tina was trying to hide her blush. She knew Bette could be able to read through that blush. She didnt want Bette to know, she didnt want to hurt her that way. She didnt want to explain to Bette she was not sure she could explain her feelings for Jack.
“Her name is Jack, Bette”
“Jack?” Bettes confuse look made Tina smiled.
Yeah I know, Jack.
The way Tina smiled at the name made Bette understand much more that she wanted to.
Bette stopped her pace and turned to face Tina, still holding her hand and now holding her breath.
“I know is not my place or right to ask but, do you love her T?”
Tina could not believe Bettes question. It was scary but sweet at the same time how well Bette could read her sometimes.
Yes I do Bette
Bette closed her eyes. She wanted to die, all her hopes flew away but then she felt Tinas hand tightening hers.
But I am not in love with her Bette.
Bette let the tears she was keeping rolled down her face. Tina, still holding Bettes hand rose her other hand to remove the tears.
Why did you ask if you knew the answer?
Because I knew the answer (Bette opened her eyes to look at Tina) I needed to hear the answer.
With that Bette started walking again. Tina followed, holding her hand,still a bit confuse.
Why arent you in love with her T?
Tina stopped, wanting Bette to look at her.
Because I cant, because Im in love with you Bette. Because as much as I hate it, I love you
Tina was the one with tears in her eyes now. Bette, on the other hand was smiling.
I hate that you hate loving me T
Yeah..”
Tina was tired. The emotions of the last couple of days were getting into her. Bette saw how small Tina suddenly looked, how tired she looked. She felt guilty because she knew that it was all her fault but she was willing to make it up to her.
“Tee, we should go back.”
It was getting dark and the idea of another couple of hours in the traffic was killing Tina.
“Bette?”
“Yes baby?”
“Do you have to go to work tomorrow?”
“Why?” Bette was looking at Tina and then realized what was on her mind.
“I can call in sick Tee. Would you like to sleep here tonight? Maybe we could go to that same hotel we used when we went visiting Zoe”
Tina face brightened. She was too tired to even say a proper thanks. All she could do was smiled, nodding at Bette.
As Bette was driving to the small cozy Hotel in the mountains Tina was dozing off but in a whisper she said,
“Bette, this doesnt mean we are there, back to us. I still dont know what I want Bette.”
Bette heard what Tina said but smiling she also whispered,
“I know baby, I know.
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Sounds like Bette should do the gracious thing and let Tina go. Would Tina have felt this way if she met Jack while still with Bette. It almost sounds like Tina is involuntarily still in love with Bette…maybe it’s time to say goodbye? I absolutely love your stuff Beluga…hope you continue on with many other ideas…B&Ts are always nice!