Was Ashley better for her?

They wouldn’t have been here if it wasn’t for Ashley’s horrible communication skills. Everything began when Ashley didn’t communicate with the blond. What made it worse was that she was sneaking around to talk to Aiden. Spencer can remember how she felt when she found out that the older girl had talked with Aiden and not her about things. It is a since of betrayal that hangs over the relationship in a hazy fog. Spencer tried to look at Ashley’s point of view with this whole communication thing also. She knew that the older girl might have had reasons that she didn’t talk to Spencer, but that still hurt Spencer.

She must have loved you enough to look for you… Spencer thought to herself, taking a seat in one of the low sitting black chairs that was in front of her desk. Her eyes were on the large brown paper bag that contained their lunch.

It is a fact that Ashley had looked for her, but she could have searched longer. She could have looked more places other than California. Spencer knew that if she was Ashley and she had to look for the blond, then the first place would have been Ohio. Plenty of people, old friends, who knew her knew that she loved to travel to Louisville.

She was happy those five years. Of course she had her ups and downs, but she wasn’t alone. She had a wonderful companion in Emme. The younger girl had inspired her to do so many things and also taught Spencer so many things. Spencer had been Emme’s first in a lot of things also, and had taught her many different things. Spencer did love the girl…but she wasn’t her. Spencer had Qi when Emme wasn’t there, and Qi was a wonderful friend. Not to mention, she also had Sean.

Sometimes when she laid awake at night, in the back of her mind, Spencer sort of hoped that someone would find her and send her home…

But the fact that the older gave up on her spoke to Spencer. It was the fact that the older girl got back with Aiden months after she left spoke even more. Spencer knew that the older girl probably was in a time of need or some shit. With Ashley back with Aiden brought up questions. Was the girl just using her? Was she straight all along? Was she cheating on Spencer when they were dating? Why would she chase after her for so long to cheat though? Thinking about all these questions only caused more confusion for Spencer. Frantically, she throws them out of her head, that wasn’t things that she wanted to consider.

There was a soft knock on her door.

Spencer stopped in her tracks. She looked at the door.

She took a deep breath, calming her nerves and clearing her mind.

Saying clearly, “Come in.”

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Hahaha, I am sooo evil! I know I am. I am gonna write the rest up right now, but it just determines when I post it. I could post it RIGHT after I finished writing it up. Or wait until tomorrow. It just determines the amount of feedback I get back. I love how this story is sparking a ‘Team Spencer’ and a ‘Team Ashley’ thing. I love how people are looking so deep into this and trying to analyze everything. It makes me want to write and consider what they have to say. I love all the feedback I am getting and the long postings also. Thank you so much. Please keep it up and I will try to keep up my FOF.