After a brief look around upstairs I somehow ended up in Spencer’s room. Just being in her room and inhaling the wonderful scent that was so unique to her was enough to make my head spin. Its little things like this that truly allows me to know that I’m completely and helplessly in love with the girl. I’ve honestly never felt for anyone else the way that I feel for Spencer. It honestly still scares the shit out of me that one other human being can draw such intense emotions out of me. I used to think that when people talked about butterflies in their stomach, sweaty palms, increased heartbeats, and things like that they were just making the shit up. I never understood how they could say that their feelings for someone else were really that strong. It never made sense to me. Not until the one day Spencer Carlin came to King High and I myself felt all those emotions for another person. It scared the shit out of me so I never acted on them. By the time Becca convinced me I was being a complete idiot about the whole ordeal, and I’d decided I would finally tell Spencer how I felt, it was too late. I went to school the next day only to figure out that Spencer was now dating Madison. I was so angry that day, but honestly I didn’t really have anyone to be angry at but myself for not speaking up sooner. Part of my hatred for Madison is that she wasn’t afraid to tell Spencer how she felt.

            Just as I’m about to get up from Spencer’s bed to inspect her room a little more closely someone comes into the room. Without really being able to see me in the dimly lit room they start to go on about how the upstairs is off limits. Then the lights are flicked on higher and I can see that standing in the doorway is Spencer herself. Just great now she’s going to think I’m some creeper because I’m here in her room on her bed. This is so not going to help me in the winning her over category.

            “Ashley….what are you doing up here? I thought you left?” Spencer said with a very confused look on her face.