Edward came home, talked to his family a bit then came upstairs. He sat next to me and needed to talk to me.

  "Nikki i can't hold this anymore, i have to tell you why were so close so fast. You are my soul mate. With vampires were attached to our soul mate as soon as we see them. Its not normal for a vampire and a human to be soul mates, it does happen and this is one of those times. You feel yourself pulling closer to me so fast because were meant to be together. I knew i loved you for a while now. I don't get the thirst with you like most humans. You make me feel warm when im cold, give me goosebumps when im stone, you make me feel like my heart is beating again. You are the reason i feel like i have a soul. I Love you Nikki" i couldn't do it. It hurt so much. Why now. Why do u find someone perfect with so many complications. I can't do this i have to think.

  "i ….. i have to go" i ran down the stairs in out of the house into the woods. I just kept running. I finally stopped. About 15 minutes away from the house. I heard nothing but the birds, it was cloudy now, it rained a bit earlier. I saw a big rock under a tree. I sat down and started thinking. I love edward, at least i think i do. Im not deeply infatuated There's no way. What if though, what if i am. What do i do?

  I thought for a while and realized,maybe if i become a vampire, we could be together forever. I would have to leave my family though, and there everything to me. I feel like im being torn apart literally. It hurt so bad. i leaned over in pain and i heard a noise.

  "Edward just let me think" i said out loud.. but, it wasn't edward.

 EPOV

   "ALICE" i flew down the stairs screaming.

   "edward, i know, she just left. She ran to the woods what happened?" Alice had worry all over her.'edward, i cant see a future with you 2 what happened?' she looked like she was going to cry, if we could cry.