Spencer. Ash?

Ashley. let me finish the thing is that…spencer this year has be very difficult for me cause I realized some things…I think I’m falling for you.

I was in shock I couldn’t believe what she said. I didn’t say a word I just hug her. I wish I could travel to past to that day and tell her that I love her .

Ashley.  Forget what I say , thanks for being my friend

She turned and walked to her car. She said to me goodbye, she was gone.

That day was the last day I saw her. I wish I could saw her again.

The next morning I went to Ohio. Family = boring I just wanted to come back and see Ashley so I could tell her that I was feeling the same for her.

That day came. I arrived to LA. I called her but no one answered that was kind of usual her mother never was there so maybe she was out in a party or something.

The next day I went to school, I was walking in the halls looking for her when the principal walked close to me and said me that he has to talked to me about something.

I made my way to his office. I wasn’t nervous I know I haven’t made anything bad.

I knocked the door.

Spencer. Can I pass?

Principal. Come spencer. Please take a seat

Principal . I know u are ashley’s best friend so I have to tell u something.

My heart started to beat I knew something was wrong but I dind’t knew it was so bad.

Principal. Spencer, ashley’s mom called us she found Ashley dead last night she arrived home. She  killed herself spencer.

I … I can remember what exactly passed but I can remembered being in my house crying and crying.

The day of the funeral came. I went with my family I saw her mom crying, I guess she’s bad cause she knew she wasn’t there for Ashley.

I remember all the school went there, I saw aiden he was crying. But no one could be so hurt liked me.

I remember  that the principal give me  a letter they found on ashley’s body

Dear spencer.

Well I guess this is goodbye. Don’t be mad at me I can’t handle this anymore I feel so lonely you were the only friend I had. The only who cared about me. I love so much Spence. I guess you don’t cause when I told you what I was feeling u didn’t say anything. I guess you just love me like a friend. When u read this please don’t cry. I’m in a better place now I think. I know that this wasn’t the better option but I think this was my time. And maybe someday I will see u again. I never felt love.  I wish you don’t make the same mistake . l wish could be loved and love someone, but I guess that wasn’t for me. I hope u have a good life u deserve it. I love you spencer. You were my best friend, the only real friend I haved.

I began to cry when I remembered that. Today is her anniversary of dead 20 years had passed since she was gone. I made a promise to her that I would find someone to love and love me. I’m married and I have 2 kids. I love my husband, but I will never love someone like I love her. I’m in her grave I bring to her some flowers every day since we engraved her.

Spencer. Until the next time we see ash.. I just whisper to the air.

I have a happy life, but I’m just waiting the day I can see her again and tell her that I love her to. Until that day I will continue talking to her at nights in my mind…and until then I will always dream with her.