“I cannot stop thinking about you” and fuck I blurted it out like a prized idiot.

“But….why….this afternoon you almost choked when Alice suggested lunch”

“Have you read the rules Bella? If they were watching us and we were caught together, what do you think they would do?”

A smile rose on Bella’s face that blinded me.

“So it’s not that you don’t like me?” not like her, not fucking like her…..I was obsessed with her for the love of god…

“Not like you” I whispered inches from her lips “You consume my every thought” I leaned in and kissed her “my every action” I began kissing along her neck “my every movement” I called while kissing back to her lips “I need you” and there I fucking told her, well done Cullen, fucked this one well and truly up.

“I don’t know what to say” Bella moaned out…..something other than I hate you was all I was looking for.

“You tend to be on my mind quite a bit too” Bella pulled her head back to look me in the eyes with a smile on her face.

“Really?” came out my mouth like an excited kid on Christmas morning.

“Really” Bella replied.

 The world felt pretty fucking fantastic to me right now, I was happy in this bubble and I rolled over and pulled Bella into me so we were lying down hugging.

I closed my eyes and imagined we were a happy couple, were know one else existed, we were happy and free to be with each other, we were allowed to be together, no one stopping us, we were a happy couple like anyone else.

“How can I come back here?” Bella called, I almost threw up all over, thinking she regretted this immediately.

“How can I possibly come back and see another woman pick your keys out, knowing she will be with you, how I can never meet up with you outside of this” she waved her hands around “Joke of a society” she was getting vexed.

“You want me?” was all I took from everything she said…..did she feel the same? I had become so fixated on her and she was everything and more than I had dared to let myself imagine, her body moulded into mine perfectly.